Chris Law’s Daughter Taylor McHenry & My Sister Is Kiara LaShawn

If you haven’t checked out my video Black YouTube For Dummies, please be sure to do so. It applies to this blog entry. Messy people are on some foolishness often. The video and the 8 tips included will come in handy.

There’s this messy group of trolls on YouTube that most of the solid content creators hate. We call them “The Viper Pit”. For obvious reasons. It’s because they are malicious snakes. They orchestrate drama, spread lies and create chaos. They have been doing it for years now.A member of this poisonous online community did a livestream yesterday using my audio clips from my channel and pictures of someone he claims is my daughter.

It’s sickening to watch. These people sat around and discussed ME. My career, my family….like it’s nothing. I live an amazing life. I have my own home, a nice car, I make good money, I’m dating, I’m healthy, my kids are well taken care of and I’m simply loving life in California. These miserable people try to destroy that as often as they can.Inside of this video that has a title claiming I harassed Chris Law’s daughter is disturbing. So let’s do some FACT CHECKS. Something these people don’t do.


#1. The person everyone keeps claiming to be my daughter is in fact my sister Kiara. A few weeks ago these dummies were swaring my daughter was pregnant at 18 now they are saying my sister is my daughter.

This image above is of my MOTHER & SISTER. My sister is a grown woman. She pays her own bills and lives alone. She has a good government job working with Homeland Security and also does cosmetology.

This is my DAUGHTER, Dominique. She’s just getting out of high school and is headed to college this year for Audio Engineering. She is currently holding a steady job as well.

As you can see these are 2 separate people.

#2 Also inside of this disturbing livestream were claims that I harass Chris Law’s daughter, Taylor. Which are not true at all.Someone from this same “Viper Pit” named Gabby contacted me some time last year claiming that they were one of Taylor’s classmates and was encouraging me to email Taylor. Since I received the link to Taylor’s channel I subbed. I also LIKE her videos. Only to show support.I have made 2 blog entries about Chris Law’s daughter. One about me emailing her which include screenshots of the emails sent to me by Gabby.

And another about Chris claiming I blackmailed him.

#3 I’ve said this 100 times and I’ll say it again. Stop misusing Chris as a tool to cause unnecessary drama. He is his own human being. It is unfortunate that a group of people still continues to use him as a prop. First Minister Jap. Then Bomb Cherry and now STL4U is using him. It won’t work I am unbothered. Chris wants to move on with his life and I’d like for him to as well. I have moved on. Chris and I were never in a committed relationship. All we had was a casual fling that happened a decade ago. It’s unfortunate that Chris has built an online presence that is solely based around me. It has pulled him into toxic friendships with people who continue to maliciously use him unbeknownst to him. I asked Chris to discontinue dealing with these people yet he refuses to listen. I would never hurt Chris and if I have it was unintentional. I do not want to hurt his marriage, family or anything like that. I never have desired anything like that.

Others have warned him about this group of people. They also used Priest and SaDonya as a tool as well. Stop falling victim to this foolishness. They cause this drama to entertain themselves. It’s annoying. This group of people have caused drama of all kinds by spreading false information, lies and rumors. These low energy people will tell this to anyone who will listen. Please don’t fall victim to this nonsense.Check out Black Womansphere and her frustration with this same group of people.

Once again I HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH CHRIS LAW. We have moved on. He is over it. I am over it. Let us move on with our lives. He is married. I am seeing someone. Please stop disrupting our lives.

Soncerae Never Lied About Her Tech Job or Being An Engineer

I think one of the weirdest rumors that was started about me on YouTube was that I was lying about being a software engineer or computer engineer. The person who created this rumor was another content creator named Carlyle who ran a YouTube Channel called “FixProtocol”.

A man participating in something like this is already odd. However that’s not the oddest part about this story. The odd part is he started this rumor using a fake parody channel called “Stupidity Exodus”

Using this channel he made up a number of lies about me that he later on admitted he was lying about in a livestream of his that I decided to join via the LiveChat. One of his infamous lies was that I said that I was a computer engineer at NASA. When that was something I never said. I said I was a receptionist at NASA and a company called SpaceHab while I was still living in Washington, DC when I was 18 or 19.

Stupidity Exodus went to major extremes. One of which was taking a look at my LinkedIn profile. A profile I never really used to gain employment. It was mainly a profile that I used to connect with Entertainment Industry Professionals not really IT Professionals. There were some coworkers on there that I connected with but my profile was not used to get jobs in IT. I’d simply send my resume to tech recruiters or agencies to get jobs. Over the years I have been gainfully employed by the help of agencies in Atlanta such as TechSystems, Apex Systems, Robert Half International, Snelling Staffing and TRC Staffing.

Stupidity Exodus used my LinkedIn profile to mislead people by trying to convince them that I was lying about being in the tech industry. Because I did not have my software engineering experience on my profile he assumed I must not be in IT. Talk about some real stalking and assuming of epic proportions. What he did see on my profile was that I was a Data Analyst/Data Engineer and had done some Help Desk work. Which are both IT jobs. But it definitely would be the desire of a Black Man to down play any Black Woman’s position in IT ofcourse. The jealousy is real. He also tried to convince the world that I wasn’t philanthropic and that my non profit BlockEleven was me doing charity fraud. *rolls eyes*

One day I decided I wanted to do Tech Tutorials on my YouTube channel that I wasn’t really prepared for. So I made sure by my side I had a website open that would help me to make sure I was giving the right instructions. Just like a teacher would do when teaching her students a lesson from a text book. Ofcourse I know what to say off top of my head but I wanted to make sure I was right on point. He found the website I did my research on and told people I was plagiarizing simply because I used the website as a reference. Misleading everyone as if I didn’t put the link to the website in my description box. He used that video to make claims that I was lying about being in IT. It led some other people start claiming they were in IT and I wasn’t. One troll went by the name of Kara and begin uploading daily videos claiming that I was lying about being in IT. It soon came out late that she wasn’t in IT. It was her husband who was.

I had been in IT for 6 long years by the time I decided to teach tech. My first video was called The Black Female Computer Engineer. Inside of it I showed how I partially rebuilt my laptop. I noticed that in my comment section Black Men started to attack me. Immediately claiming that I was lying about being an Engineer. Even with me building a laptop right in front of them. There were some people in my comment section who thought it was cool and asked me to make more tutorials. I made 4 or 5 more tutorials and I noticed that men weren’t going to let up. I realized that they were not only attacking me in tech videos they were attacking me on videos that displayed me or other women in a positive light. This is when I realized that YouTube was starting to get worse. There was an outright war against Black Women that lasted for well into a decade by this time.

In the end of 2015 I got onto my YouTube channel and asked for donations to get my car out of repossession. During this time so many horrible things were happening to me. One of which was me moving on from my job. I speak about it in this video re- posted. It was originally made in January 2015. Stupidity Exodus in attempts to prove I was lying about my career told everyone he’d give me $2,000 if I proved I was an Engineer.

Ofcourse I thought it was absurd. He also created a GoFundMe in my name making fun of me taking donations to give me for my car. I declined his offer.

Let me explain something and be very clear. If it wasn’t for my daughter’s father bringing to my attention that I was fixing all of the laptops and computers in the house I would have never thought I was smart enough to be in IT. After high school I went straight to a tech school in Atlanta and was made fun of for being the only girl in the classroom. This led me to quit. I ended up going to college majoring in Business. It wasn’t until my daughter’s father encouraged me, years later, to get into IT. I then went to tech colleges and received a few computer certifications.

I went from being a receptionist to doing data entry to doing call center work to doing help desk to doing data analysis to doing software engineering. In the midst of all of that I started a Graphic and Web design business called Revenew Digital.

Stupidity Exodus believed I was a graphic designer but refused to believe I could build software or do coding. I wasn’t anxious to prove it to anyone either. Ultimately, it wasn’t any of their business. I know who I am and I know how smart I am.

My family was shocked people would make up such things about me. They’ve known me all of my life and have seen how interested I have been in computers. When I got into IT it made sense to them. They were wondering what took me so long. It was because people had made me think I wasn’t good enough.

Stupidity Exodus would make fun of me and say oh she’s only done help desk work or she’s only done Data Analyst work trying to downplay my abilities. Let me take some time to explain something to people who may not understand. Here’s how Data Entry, Help Desk, Data Analyst and Software Engineering are relative.

  1. Data Entry – A data entry clerk is a member of staff employed to enter or update data into a computer system. Data is often entered into a computer from paper documents using a keyboard.
  2. IT Help Desk – A typical help desk can effectively perform several functions. It provides a single (or multiple) point of contact for users to gain assistance in troubleshooting, get answers to questions, and solve known problems. A help desk generally manages its requests through the use of software such as issue tracking systems. I took on this job to just gain experience with helping people. It was a transitional gig. However this job required that I do a lot of data entry, critical thinking, problem solving and analysis.
  3. Data Analysis is a process of inspecting, cleansing, transforming, and modeling data with the goal of discovering useful information, informing conclusions, and supporting decision-making. Basically organizing data in a computer system. I did this job to learn more about what I was doing with data systems. Because I was a data entry clerk at some point and while I was doing help desk work I was entering a lot of data, I wondered about the systems I was entering data in.
  4. Data Engineer – A data engineer is someone who is dedicated towards developing, constructing, testing, and maintaining architectures, such as a large scale processing system or a database. Basically someone who maintains the data that the Data Analyst organized in a data system. Not only do they come up with methods and techniques to improve data efficiency, quality, and reliability, but they also have to implement these methods. This is the logical next step for any Data Analyst.
  5. Software Engineer – A software engineer builds systems and applications. We are responsible for creating the products that ultimately lead to the creation of the data. When someone like me has been doing data entry, data analyst work as well as data engineering, computer systems have been well navigated by us. So creating a system is an interest and easy for us.

Me being a software engineer is not so far fetched as Stupidity Exodus made it seem. If he does in fact believe that I am a Data Analyst or Data Engineer then believing I’m a Software Engineer is also easy to believe. But when the audience of people are people who do not know any better they can be fed anything. He wanted people to believe that I was lying. When truthfully, I never did.

The rumors about me on YouTube are comical. If you think about them thoroughly they make no sense at all. People say I’m smart enough to get online, hack and find anyone’s information but in the same breath they say I’m too dumb to be an engineer.

Just because I am a woman does not mean that I am not capable of being logical and process information. Don’t let looks, rumors or YouTube fool you. I may no

FYI – these definitions of jobs I’ve done I got off the internet. I made sure I made reference to other content so that I could explain what I was trying to convey thoroughly and accurately.

I Adore Nylah Says

Today I spoke about my hatred for YouTube and how I’d be taking a two week long hiatus. It may be longer.

Inside of it I spoke about how when I unsub from channels I could still see the content from the creator I subbed to. In it I mentioned Nylah says. Experimenting, I unsubbed from her, LovelyTi, AlphaMaleStrategies, Hassan Campbell and Nicki Swift and I still see their content on my homepage.

I was proving a point that YouTube doesn’t show you the content you are subscribed to. It shows you updates on the videos you click on most. So because I still click on Nylah Says content whenever I see it, it still shows up on my homepage. I put it in the search. So because she is now part of my search history the algorithm is simply going to continue to show her content to me. It doesn’t matter if I’m subbed.

I had to speak up about this so no one will think there is some hate or shade. I think she is delightful and I never miss anything she posts even though I’m not subbed. I have much respect for her. It’s odd how YouTube works sometimes.

For months in my YouTube analytics, 75% of my audience were people who were NOT subscribed to my channel. It has since dropped to 64.9%.

I just want to make sure I made it clear that I very much support Nylah Says and there is no beef. If it seemed that way in my video I apologize however those were not my intentions. 🙂 Some people are messy and will make this bigger than what it is. So for the record….no disrespect to Nylah. Her livestreams are entertaining and I love them!

I predict that within the next two weeks I will lose at least a thousand subscribers. June and July I will gain 10,000 – 30,000.

Soncerae’s Teenage Daughter Allegedly Pregnant?!?

Just recently I posted a beautiful picture of my daughter on the community tab of my YouTube channel. It was well received and my subscribers left some amazing comments.

Since this post a narcissistic sociopath, with an alcohol and drug abuse problem, who has been stalking me and my family for over 2 years has done 3 livestreams on YouTube with claims that my daughter is pregnant and that I missed her prom. One of those livestreams was removed by YouTube after being reported. It’s unfortunate that a grown man wants to take the spotlight from a child just to get social acceptance on social media. His attempts at ruining my life used to make me angry. They even hurt me sometimes. I even did self evaluation because of it. Then I realized that the problem wasn’t me, it’s him. Even though I have moved on with my life entirely, he still continues to speak of me as if I have somehow caused him harm.

Youtube is a dangerous place for women of color. Men terrorize African American women on this platform. They mob together to harass women. There are countless videos on YouTube aimed to incite harassment against us. Created by frustrated mentally unstable men who have criminal backgrounds.

Let me reassure everyone that my daughter has amazing parents who instilled in her a set of moralistic values. We have had effective communication with our daughter about domestic violence, sexual assault & molestation as well as teenage pregnancy, single motherhood and casual sex. We have taught her not to judge others for the path they chose for their own lives. We have also taught her the dangers of distributing trust to strangers, the warped mentalities of pedophiles and the power she holds as a young lady. It is disturbing that a man over 30 is concerned with my daughter’s sexuality. One who was obsessed with mine for years has now extended his perversion with including my mom and daughter inside of his desperate attempts to gain adoration from other mentally unstable men online.

In need of material to support his rhetoric on his YouTube channel that is permeated with disdain for single mothers and African American women, he has now spread false information about my daughter. The derogatory content that he posts on YouTube is the product of his own distaste for his mother. In 2016 While planning a collaboration on YouTube about the “90 Day Rule” he shared with me that his mother was promiscuous and was tossed around the neighborhood sexually by men. In this collaboration he encouraged me to have sex on the first night meanwhile I was encouraging women to wait before they have sex with men. Now he misrepresents himself as the man who does not want women to disrespect their bodies sexually.

After discovering that he’d use his channel to disrespect women I broke communication and begin trying to cut ties. Disappointed that we could no longer work together or be romantically tied he has stalked and harassed me on and offline. Now he is maliciously using YouTube to slander my daughter by saying she is pregnant at 18 and was abandoned by me. Speaking to an audience of men that I gave him that also no longer support me after listening to him fabricate our experience with each other. No one knew who he was on YouTube before our collaboration. Abandonment is a sensitive topic to me and my family being as though Minister Jap is part of the cause for why my son’s father Luther “Priest” Washington abandoned me in a motel during my high risk pregnancy.

During my pregnancy Minister Jap placed several phone calls to me encouraging me to leave Priest and that I could have made a better choice in man. One of which took place while Priest was sitting in front of me. He tried to convince me that Priest was “Dirty Dick Rodney”, a term Minister Jap uses during his “sermons” aka belligerent rants on YouTube designed to destroy, misinform, and enable the average low IQ under achieving African American man, who is BORED and seeking entertainment on YouTube. In other words men who grew up without positive male role models in their lives.

Minister Jap also encouraged me to put Priest on child support. After his attempts to destroy a “Black Family” didn’t work with me he proceeded to contact Priest and encourage him to abandon me. Ultimately participating in creating a “single mother”. The very kind of woman he claims he despises. By planting seeds of doubt in Priest’s mind about the paternity of our son as well as using character assassination he manipulated my son’s father into believing I was something I am not. His desire to manipulate has become apparent after the years. As well as social anxiety and mental disorders that he has refused to get treated for.

Priest begin siding with Jap as if I didn’t tell him from the beginning that Jap was stalking and harassing me. It was Jap who told me to put Priest on child support. Then once Priest was on child support it was Jap that convinced Priest to complain about being on child support. Even after Priest ASKED TO BE ON CHILD SUPPORT. Now Minister Jap disrespectfully calls my son a bastard all over his livestreams and videos. My son was only a couple of days old when he posted on my instagram “Fuck your baby.”

I have created countless blogs documenting his constant attempts to destroy my life. Knowing I give my phone number out so that people can text me who need counseling Minister Jap and Chris Law (a former sex partner of mine) teamed together for months texting me pretending they were a female and built a small bond with me over text. This was after the two were photographed together in Atlanta. Minister Jap had flew to Atlanta to meet Chris Law. After Minister Jap found out that Chris Law and I were connected. Minister Jap has reached out to my former partners, old Friends, family members. He has even harassed them. Minister Jap called me dozens of times while in Atlanta and even left demented voicemails telling me to stop refusing to answer his calls. He even called my phone 14 times in 1 day and proceeded to cuss out my partner at the time “Daddio” who answered the phone. I have records of days when he’d call my phone in a drunken rage leaving voicemails. He called me once crying hysterically. He’s sent me unwanted gifts and donations. He has teamed up with several trolls on YouTube and encouraged them to create horrible content, stalking and harassing me as well. Including webcam hoe Bomb Cherry.

Incalculable videos and channels he created to stalk and harass me have been deleted off of YouTube. Including the first livestream he did fabricating the story of my daughter being pregnant. This led Bomb Cherry to also do a livestream about my daughter that YouTube removed. He has continued to encourage people to harass me online as well as cause me bodily harm. He has used Instagram encouraging men to murder me. He has incited hatred and violence against me and my family. I have asked this man over and over to discontinue contacting me however he has still tried to reach out to me via email as well as other social media platforms.

I have constantly contacted the authorities numerous times about this sociopath. He has a warrant for his arrest in 2 counties in San Francisco. All associated with him stalking and harassing me online and off. He and I have never met. We have not met offline. I have not reached out to any of his friends or family. He encourages others to cause me bodily harm online and off.

MY 18 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER IS NOT PREGNANT!!! Thank GOD MY DAUGHTER IS STILL A VIRGIN! HYMEN STILL IN TACT! I made a livestream saying that after the first livestream Jap did lying about her. Since he has made 2 more. He’s trying to provoke me to lash out at him. This is a picture that was taken the same day as her prom photo. She just got her hair and make up done and is about to change into her dress. My daughter clearly does not have a baby bump. Looks like she’s had a few cupcakes and drinks soda….she’s fluffy yes….but pregnant NO.

Just because this man wants to portray me as some sort of hoe out of anger that he didn’t get a chance to have sex with me doesn’t mean the world should join him in his frustration. I am not a hoe, I am not promiscuous. I do not share myself with just any random man walking around. I do not have an STD. I do not have vaginal odor. Never been a swinger, stripper or prostitute. Or any other negative stigma that this man can attach to a woman to harm her. His insults are typical. Even coming after my daughter is typical. I see where this is going.

You can also check my YouTube Story to see video.

If you see any contentt online of Minister Jap talking about me or my family please contact me We are keeping record of what he is doing to turn it into the authorities. Please be sure to check out the other blogs I have wrote about this man. Please do not spread any more false information about me that comes from this sociopath. He needs to seek out a mental health professional.

All I can do is stand up for myself. That is not the same as being defensive. Anytime I get online and stick up for myself this man plays victim. I know what people are saying about me and I hear the rumors sometimes. They are hard to keep up with. These rumors that people have spread are very mean and painful. I will never be the person to stoop that low to make up lies about people and spread them. None of the rumors that people spread about me are true. People involved in this mess are vicious and cruel. I’ve tried to be civil with him. I said to him in an email once that if you genuinely cared about me as a friend like I know you did you’d simply leave me and my family alone and he refuses.

No matter what he or anyone says of me I know who I am and I am NOT what all of these strangers say about me. I’m not going to waste my time convincing others that either. I’m just going to live my life.

Please understand why people spread rumors.

People spread rumors when their is uncertainty. It’s when we don’t already have a firm grasp on how or why things are happening in the world that rumors start to spread.

Oftentimes uncertainty breeds anxiety—we like to have a clear sense of the world, and we get anxious when we feel uncertainty—and anxiety on its own has been linked to rumor spreading. Some research has shown that more anxious people tend to be the ones who are more likely to spread rumors.

People spread rumors when the person that they are talking about or the information spread about the person they are talking about is important. If I was irrelevant Jap wouldn’t even bother talking about me.

Let’s face it—if you hear a rumor that you think is completely ridiculous, you probably won’t find yourself on a mission to spread that information far and wide. It seems like my daughter being pregnant is believable. Being as though people try to make it seem like women like me (Black Single Mothers) raise horrible daughters. My daughter had two parents. And even if I raised her a lone she’d be a good person because I am a good person. Not the person that Minister Jap walks around saying I am. Remember when narcissistic people can’t control you they try to control how others view you.

Plenty of research has shown that people often want to feel good about themselves, but one way people can do that is through rumor spreading. They also will spread rumors if it helps their social status. Men like Minister Jap want adoration from other men. So he does and says what other men praise him for regardless to whether what he is saying is a lie. We’re not talking about the opinions that people share. Instead, rumors are meant to be informative. Opinions are just observations of TRUTH. Minister Jap does not speak opinion when he speaks of me. He does it on purpose. Unverified information can easily be manipulated. So let me reassure you….let me verify this for you. My daughter is not pregnant. I am amazing woman and mother. And if Jap keeps up this behavior he will be in jail. It’s been 2 years now. He keeps giving me more evidence for the police. A warrant is out for his arrest.

Did Soncerae Really Post Your Private Information??

Take a moment everyone to critically think…..and GOOGLE YOURSELF. See how your information is PUBLIC? Your current address, your old address, your age, your relatives….its all there. It’s sites online designed only to show the world YOUR information, court records etc FOR FREE. People can be all up and through your business without having to do a legitimate background check. There are some sites that make you pay but basic info you can find out about someone is easily accessible. It’s not private! If you Googled yourself and nothing came up congrats, you are smart, you dodged a bullet. But if you Googled yourself and everything about you is there remember this, if another person online sees that information and posts it up somewhere else do not accuse that person of posting your private information. All they did was copy and paste. It’s not private. Go to the police station, tell them your information has been posted online… they will ask you. Do you pay for things online? Ever filled out an application online? Do you have Facebook? Then your information is PUBLIC and can be found. You weren’t doxxed or exposed. Someone just used Google….it doesn’t take skill. People use Google to find out information about people all of the time. Wake up! I’m not saying it isn’t creepy to post other people’s information. It is!

In 2016 someone Googled me and maliciously posted my address, my court records and even my daughter’s old school on YouTube. Guess what? This person didn’t dox me or expose me. They simply Googled me. That same year I was being harassed and bullied by a few people on YouTube and as a form of retaliation people in my audience Googled those people and sent their information to me. I posted their information to my blog. Now these same people cry like I hurt them like they didn’t spend months abusing me. Like they didn’t do countless hurtful and vitriol things to me without getting a reaction.

Like toxic people such as, geriatric troll, Lavonya Bomb Cherry Edwards who spent months taunting me on YouTube in 2017. I made 3 or 4 videos asking for unity and expressed my desire to make peace more than once with this senior citizen. I was kind to her. It was unnecessary to have friction with a stranger. She ignored it and continued to harass me. Then with the help of a few others I fought back. Now she’s butt hurt. It’s been 2 years now and she’s still online crying as if she’s my victim.

(Above Chris Law and his wife, marriage # 2 or 3)

Chris Law did the same. He spoke about my personal finances and about my relationship with my son’s father. Like he had some sort of intel. Instead of keeping his cruel comments about the experience he and I shared as main talking points, he crossed a boundary. I would have never spoke about his marriage with his current wife. That’s not my business. Yet he took it upon himself to speak about me and mine. He couldn’t stay in his lane. So I publicly reminded him that his wife filed for bankruptcy in a blog. Now he’s somewhere running rapid claiming I am the big bad wolf. He spent years, almost a decade speaking negatively to people in Atlanta about me without me responding or saying anything negative about him. Then, he disrespected me in conversation calling me a derogatory name so I publicly responded… his claim to fame is smear campaigning me more than he initially was. Had he shut the fuck up about things that didnt concern him and spoke only of the experience he and I shared I never would have brought up his wife or her bankruptcy. I have nothing against her. I don’t know her. I was so kind and non judgmental when I was Chris’s friend, 10 long years ago. But he sensationalizes our story and talks like it happened yesterday. We have mutual friends that are surprised he acts how he does. People who went to college with him.

Next is Priest, my son’s father. After manipulating and publicly humiliating me, lying to my family and friends, using me for money and leaving me to die in a hotel while I was severely ill and in a high risk pregnancy he walks around like he’s my biggest victim of all. I announced my pregnancy on YouTube. In the same breath I told people Priest and I mutually broke up and that his family wasn’t very nice to either of us. He left for a little while then came back. A few months went by and he decided to leave again claiming he was still interested in being with his ex wife SaDonya. But this time when he left he blocked my number and refused to be there for me for the remainder of my high risk pregnancy. He left me there with no support, homeless, with barely a cent to my name. So once again I was humiliated I had to get online tell my story and ask for help. He then created a YouTube channel posting our private text messages as well as doing interviews with complete strangers. To add insult to injury he included SaDonya. They went on this fraudulent ass “clearing their name” siege which really was a desperate attempt to get attention. There were no lies told about either of them out of my mouth. I posted receipts. They both lied to the public providing no real proof to back it up. She lied like she didn’t know he left me in the hotel sick. When the truth is I was repeatedly calling her looking for him. She knew. She also said she wouldn’t get online and defend him. Yet she ended up doing that anyway. She befriended me during my pregnancy but stabbed me in the back later. She was sabotaging my relationship with Priest the entire time I’m sure.

(above Soncerae and Priest)

(Above SaDonya & Priest)

She had no problem lying for him online. They told people dozens of lies about me. Making themselves look like the loving couple I tried to destroy. Like he was this perfect husband to her that I tricked into pregnancy. The man is 38 not 13. He knew wtf he was doing the second he started playing games. He was literally indulging in gossip and rumors on YouTube with Chris Law, Bomb Cherry and Minister Jap and that assisted in the demise of our friendship and relationship. NOT what Soncerae did to him. I was kind to him. Now I simply tell the truth about him and SaDonya. Yeah the truth is that bad. They both have joined the oh Soncerae hurt me bandwagon like they werent guilty of starting this mess to begin with by playing with my life.

If you want to keep your personal information private keep it as far away from the internet as possible. Especially if you are on YouTube trolling, gossiping, lying about others and starting mess. People will dig up your information. Even if you are on YouTube minding your business but you are popular people with nothing else better to do will look up your information. Remember that. Don’t accuse people of posting your private information when all of your business is right there for the world to see.

I live in a gorgeous half a million dollar house that I worked for. Trolls and haters are still reminding me that I was homeless living in a hotel over a year ago. When you work smart and improve, you will get more of the good things in life. Rather than elevate themselves to your level, haters would rather drag you down. The quickest way to get haters is to succeed.

Your failures make a hater happier than their own success. Haters need to see you go down to lift themselves up. Lies, gossip, false victimization is their fuel. Send positive vibes, prayer, or whatever kind gesture you can then keep it moving. You have much more purpose than to slow down & focus on them and their foolishness.

These people can act like they are victims of mine all they want to. But it’s not the truth. They tried to fuck up my life. They pretend thet are perfect people or better than me. Like they treated me with kindness or were polite and genuinely compassionate. They literally treated me like trash taking my kindness as weakness. I was so nice to them and non judgmental. What’s done in the dark will come to the light and catch up with them. I was honest and kind to these people and they were very cruel to me. I tried to be the solution. I gave apologies for things I didn’t do or hurt feelings. I tried to be mature and make peace. Nothing worked with them because they don’t want to make peace. They want to hate. They have to because nothing else will make them feel better about themselves but seeing me in a bad place. Unfortunately for them I exceed their expectations and push past their cruel intentions. These people don’t regret them abusing me. They have no remorse whatsoever but expect me to feel bad for defending myself against them. They are pissed about how I responded. How I fought back.

I am genuinely a good person. My life is so good. I am so happy & grateful. I’m joyful and free. Everything always works out for me. I am beautiful. However, I have to protect and defend myself and the bad side of me is not as attractive. It’s a side you don’t want to see and that I hate having to show.

Watch, Think THEN Comment! #1 STAY THE F–K IN YOUR LANE

I turned my YouTube comment section off for two months. I literally don’t have the time to moderate it. Just the other day I finally found a 3rd moderator after over a year of using 1 person, the same person, the only person I trust wholeheartedly and LOVE, Mark Hall. If you’ve watched enough of my videos you know about Mark. He’s the best moderator in the world. I believe because he’s been watching my channel a little over 4 years he knows me a lot better than a lot of my new viewers and subscribers.

My comment section has been back on for only 3 days. Let me just say the dumb shit picked up right where it left off. Today I want to make an example out of someone. I really am starting to believe that people don’t watch videos anymore. They just read titles and form opinions without researching first. It’s a lot of “side of the neck” talking.

My first example for today is YASMINE G. She decided to leave a comment on a livestream I did earlier. One of my mods deleted her comment.

What’s funny to me is that people post comments like this on videos about Priest. But they never post on videos I make about other things. Meaning they don’t even watch anything else on my channel. They just watch videos I make about me and Priest. Then they complain about me making videos about Priest like there isn’t anything else on my channel to watch. Think about that for a second. At the time of this post I have 169 other videos that this YASMINE G person could have commented on however she overlooked those videos completely and posted on a video about Priest. Let’s dissect her comment.

#1 She said “I’m coming to you with all due respect”

Usually when people start off a comment like that they already know they are out of pocket. They are just choosing to throw that disclaimer in front of the sentence as if that will stop my reaction from being worse than their comment.

#2 She said “Just STOP talking about your private life altogether.”

In this very video I was talking about how I DO NOT share my private life. I share 20% of my life. I’m in a whole relationship right now and haven’t said a word about him. I have 80% of a private life no one on social media knows about at all. I specifically said that in this very video she is commenting on. I spent all of 10 minutes talking about how some things aren’t other people’s business and the things that are sacred to me about Priest I won’t say.

#3 She said “It never ends in these YouTube streets even when you mean well. Someone somewhere will always use it against You. Someone will judge you. Someone will throw it back in your face.”

IDGAF. Haven’t you all learned that about me yet? Like I haven’t said 100 times over that IDGAF about being judged. Why is everyone so afraid of other people judging them. Like that shits the worse thing that has happened to me. I’ve been homeless….that shits worse than people’s opinions. I’m not going to fall apart because some people are speaking negatively about me. Fuck those people. My message isn’t for the people who criticize me. My message is for the people it helps. Everyone else is irrelevant as fuck. If I gave a fuck about what everyone thought of me on a daily basis I’d never get shit accomplished. Like these judgmental people are the only people on the planet who’s opinions matter. She’s putting too much stock into negative people.

#4 She said “Your private life and whatever happened in the past is nobody’s business”

Bittcchhhhhh thank you. That’s wtf I’ve been trying to tell everyone who keeps trying to pry into my PRIVATE business that I’m not even willing to share. You all up in 20% of my business. Leaving this comment in itself is proof. Don’t confuse a few stories I share with people to help others as my private life. If the shit was so private I wouldn’t have shared it on YouTube. Priest MALICIOUSLY posted our private text messages. Somehow people keep forgetting that. I spoke publicly about HIS WRONG DOING for a reason. 75% of the world is on reality tv or talking about their lives on Facebook AND YouTube. Vlogging the fuck out of their lives. But if Soncerae shares a story of something really fucked up that happened to her it’s oh so bad.

#5 She said “You can grow your channel and still entertain your subs without exposing much about you love life.”

How the fuck would she know?! She hasn’t watched shit outside of videos about what she classifies as my personal life. She has NO IDEA that out of the lessons I told about my relationship with Priest I have an entire life that isn’t on social media at all. She didn’t even look at anything else. She’s barely listening to me speak in the livestream itself when I talk about all of the things I refuse to share online.

And ofcourse my channel will grow. It’s been growing it will continue to grow regardless to what I discuss because people are just drawn TO ME.

#6 She said “It’s madness that a year after the relationship failed we’re still hearing about Priest and his family.”

Logically, if you are sick of hearing about some shit you’d just turn it off, right? Why would you turn to ESPN, watch that shit for a year, get sick of hearing about sports, then have the nerve to comment on ESPN’s website and say I’m sick of hearing about sports start talking about something else. Are you people serious? Unsubscribe, no one is holding your irrational ass hostage. I still talk about Priest and our family because I’m still dealing with Priest and our family. WE HAVE A BABY TOGETHER. Our situation isn’t going anywhere. Just because you tired of ESPN doesn’t mean their aren’t millions of other people still wanting to watch Sportscenter. It’s simple. WATCH SOMETHING ELSE. Stop expecting and entire channel to change FOR YOU! The fact of the matter is a YEAR is NOT a long time nor is it appropriate to LIE and say I have completely healed from a situation. I have moved on with my life. I had no choice. I have a child to take care of. But contrary to popular belief I DATE. Moving on is NOT the issue. However I still have things I have to deal with. The truth is I NO LONGER HAVE ROMANTIC FEELINGS FOR PRIEST. Just because I let go of the past doesn’t mean the past let go of me. I’m an adult. A year later I still have to deal with residual consequences of choices I made. They don’t just go away in a year. Grow the fuck up. Don’t immaturely believe that that’s more than enough time for something this serious to be over with. WE HAVE A CHILD TOGETHER. It won’t be completely over for another 17 years!

Where are your comments on these other videos and posts about you being sick of them criticizing and judging Soncerae? Nowhere. How the fuck is it ok for everyone to judge me but not ok for me to be me? You stop.

#7 She said “That would make any new love interest RUN for the hills.

Then dumbbell that would mean that that man aka new love interest isn’t for me. I want someone who wants me for me. If he doesn’t like what I post on YouTube. FUCK HIM. I don’t want a weak conditional nigga. That’s what Priest was. I want a strong unconditional grown man who has more sense than that. Not a coward who runs. What part of I’m involved is she overlooking? Ohhhhhh yeaahhhh I forgot, I haven’t shared my PRIVATE ROMANTIC RELATIONSHIP! I’ve kept it to myself!!!!!!!! I told people I’m dating and that’s all I’ve said. See what happens when you keep your business to yourself? People don’t even realize you are keeping your business to yourself!!!!! Any man interested in me will know the story of my son’s father and I. I wouldn’t just leave him in the dark.

#8 She said “If you’re gonna let it go, just let it go. Don’t just say you moved on, just MOVE ON.”

Y’all see how Yasmine G ain’t catch the memo. You will never be able to define how a person moves on or heals from a situation. I took the first step in moving on when I moved 2,000 from GA to CA during my pregnancy 4 weeks after we broke up. I GOT THE HELL ON WITH A QUICKNESS! It’s been a year NOT 7. My son is only a year old. I am just now starting to be stable. Priest and I are still dealing with our situation like that shit was yesterday. If he moved on fully our conversations would be different. This entire situation would be different. It’s HIM having the hard time moving on NOT ME. I have been begging this man to let go of the relationship and focus on our son since the day he left and he still has not managed to do it. If it would have been done child support would be paid right now and he would’ve actually met Justice. Your definition of moving on and mine are not identical. Do not ask me to do something that runs parallel with your life when we have two very separate paths. I have a new life. I am happy. I have a new car, house and baby. I am living an amazing life and I have said that over and over and over and even showed that. Just because I share my experience with others doesn’t mean I’m holding on. It means I am sharing how I moved on. You can’t accept that click the fuck off the channel.

My commentary about my life is NOT about me holding on to HIM. It’s not about HIM. It’s about myself AND the others I care for. My experience is a huge part of who I am. I’m talking about what I’m doing to move forward. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH HIM! You’d know that if you watched me enough. Not just tuning into videos about Priest.

The fact of the matter is a YEAR is NOT a long time nor is it appropriate to LIE and say I have completely healed from a situation. I have moved on with my life. I had no choice. I have a child to take care of. But contrary to popular belief I DATE. Moving on is NOT the issue. The truth is I NO LONGER HAVE ROMANTIC FEELINGS FOR PRIEST. Just because I let go of the past doesn’t mean the past let go of me. I’m an adult. A year later I still have to deal with residual consequences of choices I made. They don’t just go away in a year. Grow the fuck up. Don’t immaturely believe that that’s more than enough time for something this serious to be over with. WE HAVE A CHILD TOGETHER. It won’t be completely over for another 17 years!

#9 She said “I have been dumped before (thankfully not with a baby) and I know it’s easier said than done but moving on will FREE you.”

Baby doll, I AM FREE. So is PRIEST. I have spoke about this FREEDOM more than once over and over. I have an amazing life that I speak about all of the time that you have overlooked. You too busy only looking at videos of me reflect and teach about my mistakes and past pain. YOU DO NOT WATCH MY POSITIVE CONTENT. Yes, thank GOD that you didn’t get dumped during pregnancy it’s much harder to overcome. YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND. YOU are not ME. Your assumptions about where I stand are foolish. How you choose to move on and how I chose to are two very different ways. YOU were dumped before so you can relate. There are women who were dumped too….PREGNANT and they can relate. The difference between you and THEM is my message applies to them NOT YOU. Why are you watching material that doesn’t apply to you? Watch content on my channel that applies to you. It’s more than enough content on it.

#10 She said “No matter what you said, we can see you still holding on.”

SPEAK FOR YOUR DAMN SELF. NOT THE WORLD! Who the fuck is WE? You and my haters? You and my critics? You and the people who are sick of hearing about Priest and I? I get emails, DMs and comments from people that share a completely different perspective than you. DO NOT be arrogant enough to believe that because you assume I’m having a hard time letting go that that’s the truth. I spoke my truth and always have. Don’t take pieces of my message and hear it to be true then take other pieces you disagree with and consider it a lie. You can’t handle the truth then quit listening to me. Or absorb the entire message. The bigger picture. I’ve moved on. I am FREE. I spoke about why I wanted to hold on initially. I am NOT in the same position I was in last year. I’m sorry that you are. Had you been paying more attention to my message and other content you would probably be able to see how far I’ve come. But you only click on shit that has to do with Priest.

My advice to everyone is WATCH my videos before you comment. People only reading titles and not watching content all the way through is one of tge reasons why I cut the comment section off. People read the comments first and then decide whether they want to watch the video or not. It’s a shame that you started off this comment talking about people judging me. Like that’s important to me. If you are afraid to move how you want to move because you worried about critics then that’s your choice but that is not me. I wouldn’t have even been able to be a content creator at all if I cared about what people thought of me. People and their opinions annoy me but slightly. It will never be enough to stop me from being me. I have this Soncerae shit under control. Don’t you ever come on my platform and try to tell me how to do me. I do what I want and I say what I want and only I know ALL OF THE FACTS about me.

I will talk about Priest for 300 more years if it will help other women not get in my situation ever again. I will put a bullhorn to my lips and tell my own story whenever I want to because the shit belongs to me. I can do whatever the fuck I want to do with it without your permission. People can twist my words all they want to, that shit doesn’t matter. It doesn’t change the truth and the truth will always be what I tell. I give relationship advice and I use my experience as a way to show people I UNDERSTAND. People who want the truth about me can come to me. The people who want the bullshit can come to you. No one can tell my story, teach my lessons or live my life better than me. You are in no position to try to correct my position. I trust the universe my source of guidance. I feel good everytime I share my story. Fuck you for telling me to sweep under the rug some fuck shit, when speaking about it helps sooo many people. I’m ready for the hard conversations. You wanna be selfish… do it. I want to help others so I do it. That’s my lane. Find yours.

If you don’t like what I say in my videos STOP WATCHING THEM! Don’t tell me to change my content to appease you when I have plenty of people who love my content.

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