To All of The Beta Males Pretending To Be Alphas

To all you Beta Males disguising yourselves as Alphas: I took the time to post some positive truthful stuff about myself and the single mothers I’ve met. Suddenly 24 hrs later the immaturity of the infamous “manchild” started. 😒😒😒😒 These boys prove me right everytime.

It’s not logical to waste time bitchin about women you choose not to date or purposely start arguments with us. Screaming about how you don’t date single mothers. STFU!! GOOD Single Mothers get asked out all of the time by Alpha Males. I know I do. If you were an Alpha Male you’d know that and be cool with it just like they are. 😍😍😍😍😍 Alpha Males have wives and girlfriends who were GOOD single mothers. Here’s the secret other Beta Males aren’t telling you: BETA MALES ARE THE ONLY ONES BITCHIN ABOUT NOT DATING SINGLE MOTHERS. ALPHA MALES DATE GOOD SINGLE MOTHERS. IF YOU ARE BITCHIN ABOUT DATING A GOOD SINGLE MOTHER YOU ARE A BETA MALE. A male saying all single mothers are bad is like a female saying all men are dogs.

Just because a man steps up and is a Step Father doesnt make him Beta. What’s Beta is you boys making fun of Alpha Males who know how to provide for not only his own family but a family another one of you Beta Males abandoned. That’s a heavy load most of you Betas can’t bench press. What’s Beta is how disrespectful you boys are calling women hoes and bitches considering us less deserving of acceptance. Boys think that hyper masculinity, a false sense of manhood, where you drink and smoke too much, act like a belligerent street nigga, beating on your chest like an ape, making fun of women makes them ALPHA. No it makes you a jackass.

You can’t handle a woman with kids that’s your preference that’s fine. It’s a major responsibility. You too weak to do the work I get it. But not every single mother on this planet is just some bad person who doesn’t deserve love respect and marriage simply because a previous relationship didnt work out. No Alpha Male is going to waste energy negatively speaking about women he doesn’t want to date. Nor is he creating some fake ass brotherhood of fuck niggas who live to disrespect single mothers. The men who claim they hate single mothers so much are the first ones to fuck and wife us.

I’m not supposed to believe the positive traits about myself, simply because you mad? Just because you have a negative perspective of Single Mothers doesnt mean I’m supposed to look at myself in a negative way or that every man is supposed to.

You don’t want to be there for a single mother then simply stay away from us. But bitchin everyday about us meanwhile trying to convince other men to not date us is very Beta Male of you. And any immature manchild who falls for it is Beta as well. It’s sooo many Alpha Males out here who are in relationships or marriages with women who were single mothers when they met them and these Alphas are very happy in their situation. Choose a single mother wisely.

If you meet a single mother who is all of the negatives you hear about us…she isn’t that way because she’s a single mom. She’s that way because she’s a bad person with a bad character all across the board. Her kids didn’t make her that way. Nor is having kids an indication that a woman is a bad person.

Alpha Males don’t care about getting acceptance and praise from other men. Alphas care about building family and wealth. They know they need women. Alphas promote unity with females. Alphas support women. Being pressed to have or only nurturing friendships with men and or mobbing together to chastise or harass women they don’t want to date is a Beta Male trait. Alpha Males have effected my life positively. I myself, as a female, don’t have to define true manhood when more than enough Alphas have schooled me on what it is.

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Lavonya Edwards aka PornHoe Bomb Cherry Obsessed with Soncerae

Thank God its some people out here that have critical thinking skills and home training. People email me everyday with some foolishness that some messy people post online everyday.

The people that claim they despise me the most talk about me EVERYDAY. Doing 2-8 hr livestreams about me. Who has time????

I’m still confused as to why this one very unattractive elderly lady continues to discuss me EVERYDAY. And has been doing it for years. In the picture above she’s shown on all fours, another with a dildoe in her mouth another of her playing with her vagina and another of her spread eagle but the bitch is trying to convince everyone that I’m disingenuous and she’s Africa America’s Sweetheart. Bitch bye.

Just today the overweight handsome huzzy thought that it would be a good idea to address my daughter. But the tramp’s IQ is lower than the 9th circle of hell. She didnt even pick up on the fact that she was NOT talking to my daughter at all.

She called herself coming onto my channel commenting underneath a video I made about Child Support replying to this comment made by one of my supporters. A supporter who was disappointed about an interview I did on a channel called InnerBeautyTV with host Nicole Michelle.

Here’s the messy desperate for attention demented porn hoe in my comment section encouraging this girl to not be like her mother, “me”.

The dumb bimbo didnt even realize that that’s not my daughter. #1 my kid is barely able to be online. She is either at school working or studying. She gets on Youtube every blue moon and even when she does she isnt using a real name, or a derivative of her name, she isnt trolling or anything like that. She is watching GAMEGRUMPS. Most people know her YouTube handle. And it aint Dominique White.

So I go to the dumb DUMB’S channel. Low and behold just two hours earlier she posted a video about me thinking she actually has the skill to break “Soncerae” down. As if she could skip remedial classes and head straight to community college. ⬅ a joke only a college grad would laugh at. Bitch don’t pass go or collect $200 take your fraudulent ass back to preschool. STARTOVER!! It’s hard for me to even take this broad serious.

That not so brilliant busted old bity with washed up wack ass wisdom is so senile that the bitch has completely forgotten her hoe fax is 155 pages longer than mine will ever be. She had no problem discussing her group sex and orgies with the others in my comment section when she was a full blown SonceraeFan. Now suddenly she hates me because I blocked her loud mouth ass when I caught her arguing with another viewer. She judges me as if she has a squeaky clean image. Like she Claire Huxable or some shit. Bitch can barely do a cooking tutorial properly but wanna pump fake like she’s Susie Homemaker. Bitch you far from Martha Stewart.

She talks about me as if I’m not taking accountability for any of my actions in regards to my son his father and that weak ass ex wife of his. I tell the story of my life experience and the lessons Ive learned over and over just to teach other women a lesson in not being like Soncerae and this butterballed basic bitch Lavonya “Eat a dick” Edwards is in my comment section claiming I dont take accountability when she can barely admit that she sells pussy? I cant with these bitches.

This isn’t even the first time this goofy skeezer has done something stupid. She called my manager and lied to him telling him she purchased a ticket at one of my events. She was trying convince him that my event was fraudulent. This bitch is slow. He is my manager meaning he knows that my events and company are legitimate idiot. He’s got the intel. He was talking to her like “bitch wtf are you talking about? You trying to convince me that Soncerae doesn’t handle real business when I know that she does?” Bitch he’s known me for years. Stop making a fool of yourself just to cause a scene and make a mess.

I try to be nice. I’ve tried to respect my elders. I’ve discontinued talking about the bitch altogether. I even tried even join in on the trolling for shits and gigggles. But this slut has taken shit so far that she even accussed me of trying to get someone to sexually assault her when all I’ve done is file charges against the bitch for stalking and harassing. She still hasn’t picked up on the fact that she is in the wrong and not me?!?! Wowowow. I mean is it that hard to comprehend? I could give two fucks about who she’s fucking what shes doing. I’m not following her around Youtube. But the bitch watches every video I post every interview I do. I can’t turn the corner without that gawd awful bitch breathing her hot judgmental dragon breath down the back of my neck. But somehow she has made up in her twisted mind that Soncerae is somehow doing something to her?! This bitch has been on the prowl jocking me for 2 years making reference to my vagina and everything. But I’m supposedly the coconut in this situation? Riiighhhtttttt….bitches will tell themselves anything to help themselves sleep better at night.

I posted under her raggedy video about Soncerae and said this:

“So let me get this straight….you was intelligent enough to start a webcam adult channel to post videos of you masturbating and sticking bottles up your ass. You took pictures of yourself with your legs spread wide open selling your nasty pussy to the highest bidder but you weren’t that bright to realize that you were in my comment section addressing a grown woman I don’t know as if she is my daughter. Calling yourself giving her advice about not being like me when your triflin ass was in the porn industry? You are in no position to be advising any female of doing any thing when your geriatric ass uses Youtube every chance you get to bring another woman down that you don’t know or never met? But you think you a Michelle Obama kind of role model with your fraudulent ass fake marriage and XXX themed classless behavior?!? Bitch get a grip. You are in need of a psych ward. That entire click you interact with needs to upgrade the meds. You so quick to claim I lie and I’m not upfront when your nasty ass can’t tell the truth about your own situation. You didnt even take the time to do proper research before addressing someone. ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS READ THE WOMAN’S COMMENT and you would’ve clearly saw that she was just another supporter not my Daughter. Your stupid ass thought because they had the same first name that thats my daughter? You dumb bitch. Get a life Lavonya MOVE ON!!!! You don’t like me cool the world gets it but everyday you do another 2-8 hr livestream about me you prove that that fake hate is slick adoration. You frustrated you can’t be me. MOVE ON WITH YOUR LIFE. You go out your way to talk about me every chance you get providing no kind of solution. Only causing more problems discussing a situation you haven’t even done proper research about. HOE SIT DOWN. Go find some other senior citizens that your old ass can relate too instead of wasting your last days away trolling a woman you don’t know. You too damn senile that you didnt even notice your own mistake. Bitch bye.

I hope and pray that I don’t wake up her age and I think its ok to use social media to stalk and harass lie to and about a woman I’ve never met. I can only imagine the misery she is in. Her and my mother are close in age. Usually grown women got shit better to do and too much to lose than to entertain the foolishness. I done gave her too much attention already. The bitch was bold coming in my comment section talking to someone else. Bitch boldness got her blocked. When Ive visited her channel I’ve spoken straight to her. Bitch can’t even address ME like a grown woman privately. She uses social media to get social acceptance from a whole bunch of other bitter ass people. I dont need people to like me. Clearly she does. She unites with anyone she thinks dislikes me and even tries to recruit people to not like me. Who the fuck has time for that?

It aint enough profanity in the world I can use to describe how much this old lady disgusts me. I really hope the universe takes this feelings away. I want to forget the bitch even exists. I don’t want that kind of negative poison in my mind heart or anywhere in my system.

The Black Community An “Unkind” Race

Last night I did an interview on a channel called InnerBeautyTV with host Nicole Michelle. When she asked me to come on her channel I was hesitate intially because of my previous interactions with other content creators. A lot of us are not interested in collaborating because of drama that seems to be envitable during times of attempted unification or during expressions of opinion that may differ from the masses.

Halfway through the interview Nicole had to address a few viewers who were posting cruel comments in the live chat.

Our race is an unkind race. All most of us do is fight each other, judge each other and promote negativity. Then most get upset at other races of people when they display a level of disgust when dealing with Blacks. The African Americans who are kind, honest, intellectual, patient and loving are demonized, degraded, classified as weak and become the catalyst for extreme ostracism.

I don’t usually do free interviews. I rarely do interviews at all. I believed that Nicole had a cause. She primarily wants to provide Black Woman who are injured, misguided or misunderstood a sanctuary, a place of refuge. A place where Black Women are treated like human beings. A place where we can heal, improve, learn and inspire each other.

She assured me before the interview that she’d invite other panelists on with us if they showed me respect and handled sensitive topics with care. The first panelist was a person who was extremely judgmental. A person who’s gender as well as sexuality was questionable. I didn’t know if I was talking to a disrespectful homosexual male or a disrespectful masculine woman. Yes this person was rude and condescending. As if there was room for “it” to be holier than thou.

Nicole’s second surprise panelist was an aggressive male with suspect moral character that I had a negative Youtube history with. Valdez/The Angry Man has the proclivity to be disrespectful towards women of color and displays a level of ignorance only when in the presence of other immature Black Men on YouTube.

During my second trimester of pregnancy Valdez came into a livestream I was conducting and promised me in the chat that he’d refrain from speaking about my misfortune. Only for a few weeks later to go back on his word making me the butt of hateful cruel jokes while joining another male content creator’s livestream. One who has built his reputation on his disdain for Black Single Mothers and I’ve literally had to file charges against for harassment. Before Valdez participated in such vile activity I used my platform, making several videos encouraging people to subscribe to his new channel. His original channel was wrongfully terminated. I now regret showing him that level of support.

I drew the line there. INTERVIEW OVER! I will not entertain drama. I was only there to tell my story to help other women. I excused myself and ended the interview so I wouldn’t disrespect Nicole’s platform. I would never allow him in my presence. So for Nicole to think it was ok for he and I to share a platform together was absurd. A platform that was supposed to be a sanctuary for Black Women, she thought it was ok to bring a disrespectful insensitive Black Male on who has publicly disrespected me and other Black Women on countless occasions. I was disappointed.

Valdez is a man and a father. Instead of being so concerned about femininity, sticking his nose in women’s issues, he needs to start using his voice more responsibly. Teach these men how to be good fathers, boyfriends and husbands. Teach these men how not to piss on the toilet seat. Be lessed concerned about Soncerae and her woman and motherhood. If more men played their position, walking by example it would be more Alpha & Sigma males instead of all of these weak minded Betas poisoning our kingdom. Stay in your lane. Men of power should tackle men’s issues and let women of power educate, empower and inspire development in females. Men like Valdez are part of the problem not assisting with solution.

I am transparent and honest. For everything I say I’ve provided proof. I don’t fling accusations and I don’t gossip. I don’t profess to be innocent or perfect. However, I am a good person. I’ve made mistakes and admitted to them. Most people on YouTube who claim to have a big problem with me have never met me. THEY ARE ALL STRANGERS.

I am the Black Woman who is aiming to stop our community from praising Black Men for abandoning their families, misogyny, sexism, domestic violence, verbal, sexual and emotional abuse. If that’s not your plight I respect that. It’s my journey. What happened between Priest, Justice and I is not farfetched. It has happened in our community so many times. So much so that we as a community have normalized it and demonized any woman involved in this type of situation. Meanwhile the man involved doesn’t have to take accountability. As far as I’m concerned he and I went in this together so we are going to both take responsibility. He does not get a pass.

You all may not hold Priest responsible for misleading me, manipulating me and abandoning his son but I do. I encourage all women to do so. Priest being separated doesn’t mean it was ok to abandon Justice. Their are plenty of responsible Baby Daddys, ex husbands and ex boyfriends. I wish people stop glorifying him treating me and/or his son poorly. I didn’t allow that with my daughter’s father or any other man I was connected to romantically so I’m not doing it with Priest either. You can piss and moan until the cows come home I’ll still hold him accountable for what he’s done. Whether I missed red flags or not I didn’t deserve to be treated that way. Had he been a good person this wouldn’t have happened. If he was a devoted husband he would have never put himself in a position to be with me to begin with. And his “wife” is no saint either. She misled me as well. But people don’t hold them responsible. They blame me. Instead of looking at this married couple wondering why they both stepped out of their marriage and were both taking other people serious. People want to make me the big bad wolf for giving a man in transition assistance with his life.

Any men watching my story unfold please encourage other men to stop behaving how Priest has instead of chastising women for choosing men who were PRETENDING to be in love unbeknownst to the woman involved. We all have been played. Allow women to assist women. Worry about your own gender and help improve them.

Most of you are watching me for entertainment purposes only so I barely take your opinions serious. But for the women out there who appreciate my story. I go through this publicly for YOU. Everything will be ok honey. I promise you that I will continue to fight for us. We are kind, intelligent and strong. We are loving, resilient and confident. We will push past every trial, every hardship and even misjudgment, rudeness, ignorance and the lack of compassion our own race has for us. Overcoming it is a process. Watch me make it and be inspired. ❤

Soncerae + Priest = Justice | Paternity Test Results

I used to cry so hard. I never felt a pain so excruciating.  To be humiliated in front of everyone, it broke me. My family, my friends, my coworkers, my audience, EVERYONE.  I thought I had finally found someone that truly loved and respected me and I made sure I gave him that love and respect in return. I spoke about him in my videos. I did radio and tv interviews about my relationship with him. We were featured in magazines and on popular Instagram accounts that promoted Black Love. We had pictures and video that proved our love for one another. I was building my life around a man that I was sure would be a great husband, father and friend. I thought we’d definitely grow into being best friends with time. Our relationship was new but the guarantee of longevity was not out of reach. Something in me told me he’d be around me forever. I wanted to spend the rest of my time on this earth being happy, healthy and free. I expressed that to him so many times. I asked over and over was he ready to love me, build a family and a solid future and he reassured me so many times over and over and over.

We spiritually connected with each other, Priest and I. I had so much fun with him. I laughed. I was comfortable. I was free. It’s hard to feel free in a relationship. I told him if he ever felt like he wasn’t free in our relationship then I’d let him go.  It broke my soul in half when someone told me that he had publicly said that he never loved me. Someone who said I love you to me every morning didn’t love me. I loved him and he never loved me. We seemed so happy and I never saw that coming.

I never imagined that one day he’d tell me he didn’t love me, he didn’t want our baby and that he’d want to get back with Sonya.

I think accepting that he didn’t want a relationship with me anymore was not hard. It just wasn’t fair. How he handled me was unfortunate. How could my friend treat me so unfair? He waited until I was 4 months pregnant to tell me he was never over his ex. After I asked him over and over and over about her and reassured me so many times. So did she. Yes, even she said their relationship was over. Apparently they were both ready to get out of their bitter marriage. They lied to me. They led me to believe they didn’t love each other. That’s what hurts. I WAS NEVER THIS MAN’S MISTRESS! I WAS NEVER HIS SIDE CHICK!

If they wanted to be together all they had to do was tell me. Instead it was a secret among many secrets. I was manipulated by them both.

I could front for the public or lie to people about my life but I’ve chose not to do that for a number of reasons. Reasons I’ve explained on my YouTube channel a few times. I would always share silly stories about my experiences with men. When I started dating Priest it was no different. He wasn’t the first guy I dated that I brought on my channel. He was the first one that I was in a full blown committed relationship with. When Sonya contacted me saying I was making videos about her and Priest. I was confused. She was speaking as if he was with HER and NOT me. He was my man and I was going through a break up with him. She was the least of my concerns. I was trying to figure out what in the hell was wrong with him. He was suddenly breaking up with me to go back to her. The days before that he seemed confused and out of it. Like he was mentally impaired. No one knew her name or who she was, Sonya. They only knew of he and I. It was only a matter of time before she claimed that she wanted to clear her name. She then came on to YouTube doing hurtful interviews lying about our entire situation. Making the two of them out to be this perfect couple that I tried to destroy. Meanwhile privately making it seem like she had nothing to do with the drama on social media when in actuality she was the catalyst for. No one would have known who she was at all. No one initially cared. They were more concerned about why Priest left me to die during a high risk pregnant in a cheap hotel room. Which is something she also denied having knowledge of publicly. I literally had to post our private texts messages proving that she did know that he abandoned me in a hotel alone. In our text messages she was pretending like she had no idea where he was. It wasn’t until month later that I found out that the entire time I was looking for him he was laid up somewhere with her. 

After all of that love Priest pretended to have I shouldn’t have been surprised when he wasn’t there for Justice’s birth. He wasn’t around for his virtual baby shower. He had literally stopped answering the phone and texts when he left. He blocked my number and he blocked me on social media. He was publicly calling me a hoe, saying I was a  side chick he never cared about and that our son wasn’t his. He made me out to be this woman who tried to get him to leave his wife. When really they both led me to believe their marriage was over before I even came around. She knew who I was before I even knew she existed.

He didn’t want to admit that he played with my life. They both did.  He didn’t want to take accountability for his mistakes. He just wanted me to disappear. He wished I wasn’t pregnant. He wished Justice wasn’t real.

I can’t understand how a man can go from being happy we were having a baby, rubbing my stomach and even naming our son to then suddenly claiming that he didn’t love me and that he and Sonya had a bond that couldn’t be broken.

A bond? A bond that’s thicker than blood? I question this bond. He had already left her hanging before. Both of then had already stepped out of their marriage. Sometimes people get the short end of the stick, so him leaving me seemed like a part of life. I can understand him wanting to fix his marriage with her or if he wanted to move on from her and be with me. Both make sense. Both can happen.  But to turn his back on Justice for a woman? I will never be able to understand why any man would want that. He and Sonya don’t have children together. They have a 14 year marriage filled with dysfunction, distrust, cheating, physical and verbal abuse as well as poverty and a number of other issues I don’t care to share. The fact that he’d choose to live a mundane life with a woman 10 years his senior, who has a mugshot, over a healthy stable relationship with me is disturbing in itself. 

 

In his interview on YouTube he tried to make up any reason he could find to explain why he didn’t want to be with me and why our baby wasn’t his. He accused me of cheating. He accused me of lying. None of which were true. I never cheated on him. I never lied to him. NOT EVER. They both lied to me. He admitted in the video he lied me. He admitted that he’d lie to me just to see how I would respond or to get me to do what he wanted me to do. She admitted that she told me that their marriage was over. That is so sad. It makes me so sad. He wanted to have control over me and when he couldn’t he tried to control how other people perceived me. Like I was just some homewrecker who tried to break up a marriage. Like I was the woman who wanted a man to leave his wife for me. Like I wasn’t told divorce papers were signed. Like I wasn’t promised that I had nothing to worry about. Not just by him and her but his family. THE MARRIAGE WAS OVER!!!  All of the apologies and the times he has cried in front of me was all him pretending to care about someone other than himself.

Now the test results are in and just like before all I’ve wanted was for Priest to be a father. That’s it. I don’t care about the child support check. He’s going to be a Father to Justice one way or another. Either he’s going to be their physically and financially. Or he can just be their financially. But he will take responsibility.

He broke my heart. I still feel pain in my heart every time I think about him. My eyes even water. Neither of them cared about how their actions would make me feel. He made me give up even talking to anyone he thought I used to date or even shared any type of romantic tie to. I gave those people up so easily. To me, he was my husband. I would’ve gave up anything for him. All I asked him to do was to make sure he got his divorce and I’d stick around. I started losing money because of him. I lost clients because of him. I lost long term friendships because of him. I felt like he was worth it. His love, his adoration, his presence. Meanwhile he thought I was trash but had never treated me that way until after I was pregnant. I never seen a man change so quickly. He became disrespectful, verbally abusive, hard to talk to. Still to this day communicating with him over the phone can barely take place without him calling me out my name or saying something so cruel and ugly I have no choice but to insult him back. I feel like I’m talking to a child. So it’s now to a point where I don’t want to talk to him or see him at all.

Our son was only a few weeks old when Sonya called my mother’s phone and ended up speaking to me. She tried to convince me that I was a good manifestor. Knowing I believe in metaphysics and the Law of Attraction she told me that I was powerful. She said that I wanted a son and I got one. Not knowing it was Priest who wanted a son. When I was pregnant it was him who told me that he only makes boys. I didn’t care the gender. I was just surprised I was pregnant. She told me he was my soulmate not hers and that I manifested my marriage to him. I wanted to manifest my foot up her ass and snatch the weave off her head when she also told me that they live together and that I shouldn’t take that personal because it’s their arrangement out of convenience. Their entire marriage has been out of convenience. I’m surprised she hasn’t picked up on that. The shits definitely not about love or some deep bond he claims to have with her. Priest wants someone to take care of him. He wants someone who will help him financially. He used her as much as he’s used me. He can’t take care of himself. He barely wants to drive a car everyday. He is looking for a momma. Not a wife, not a girlfriend, not a son. He only told me what he thought I needed to hear so I could share my money with him. So when he realized I had lost sources of income and wasn’t making the money I used to his dreams of using me went down the drain. Now I was trash. I couldn’t pay 50% anymore. I was sick. I was pregnant. Not worth energy anymore. He couldn’t stand my little 15%. It wasn’t enough to him. He thought Sonya was doing better than me so he ran back to her.

That uneducated manchild is looking for a come up.

I work hard. Two jobs. Two businesses. I don’t live paycheck to paycheck like I used to. I’m not on government assistance. I was on WIC for 6 months after Justice was born per suggestion of my YouTube subscribers and my doctors.  I don’t need Priest’s child support check. I don’t want anything from him. When I needed him to be there for Justice and I he turned his back on us. It took me a long time to finally get to this point I’m at now financially, emotionally, spiritually and mentally. People have continued to give Justice and I donations and gifts. It helps with our stability and I definitely appreciate the help. I still have Justice’s college fund and any of the money I receive from Priest will be put into that fund. All I wanted was to be loved, held and respected and for my son to be loved. Priest promised me forever. Not just with his words but with his actions. And when those actions were no longer being displayed I was falling apart on the inside. Nothing breaks like a heart. Nothing. However, I never did anything to purposely hurt him or get back at him. I saw no point in revenge or retaliation. He accuses me of doing things to purposely hurt him all of the time. Like I’d try to ruin his life. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND HIM. He knows he tried to ruin my life so he’s waiting for me to make his life hell. I’m not.

I told my story publicly because it’s my responsibility. I am a leader. Plenty of women watch me and need to be inspired. Women need to know they are not alone.  I have people who look to me for guidance. I am proof that when we are at our lowest we can improve. We can overcome it. We can love again. We can experience happiness again.

I’m not the mistress who had an affair with a married man and had a baby. I was with a man who was in the process of getting divorced and he and his wife promised me that their marriage was over. He and I planned an amazing future together. I knew he was separated and I took a chance on him and her. Hoping he was a stand up guy and that she was an honest woman. But he wasn’t, and she lied to me. 

There are no words to describe what was taken from me. The joy that was ripped from me when I should have been celebrating new life. The depression, the counseling, the hate mail, the emotional eating, the break downs, the names people were calling me, I had to overcome. And I did. I hope I never see
Priest again. I’m never getting married. I’m not having anymore kids. I’m celibate and I don’t want a relationship.  He took the side of my enemies, made strangers who were against me his allies. How can I trust another man with my life again?…..I just can’t.

During my last conversation on the phone with Priest he said to me that he was doing what he was doing to me because he’s my friend. He mocked me asking him about our friendship. He maliciously said, “That’s what you get for fucking with somebody’s husband.”  Like he literally has disassociated himself from the entire situation as if it’s make believe. Like he had nothing to do with it. He really believes his own lie, that I came into his life trying to convince him to leave his wife. When they both came to me supposedly separated and never getting back together. Now he wants to play the devoted husband role just to have a place to stay. Instead of manning up, getting a better paying job and taking care of himself.

Two good things came out of my relationship with Priest. Justice and my clothing line “Yahaura”. Which I created for Priest so he could have another source of income. I’m getting my happiness and I am at peace and no one will take that away from me. Not Priest. Not Sonya. And definitely not haters on social media.

*In the above image that includes a copy of the paternity test results Justice and Priest’s legal names including any other private information have been purposely blocked out from public view.  Priest’s test was taken in Decatur, GA. Justice’s was taken in Fremont, CA. Labcorp’s headquarters is in North Carolina. The results were sent from there and that’s why the notary is in the state of North Carolina. Sonya Washington is NOT Priest’s wife’s legal name. 

Some California Clarity

My rant on YouTube was staged…people still think it’s so real. I did a livestream called “I’m seriously pissed” I went crazy in it….Tommy livestreamed it while I was streaming….yeah weird right? I know.

Anyway, before I moved to California I lived in Atlanta. I asked for donations and my supporters helped me move to California to be closer to my family. In my rant I said I’m in Northern CA alone. I think I may have confused everyone. I am closer to my family however I take care of my son ALONE. It’s just he and I in my home. I do not live with my family.

I lived with my family during my high risk pregnancy. After my son was born I begin taking care of him by myself. I live alone with Justice.

Either way please understand. My rant was done purposely, it was clickbait. I realized all people want is drama. So I really want to pull away. I won’t be posting for a while.

Earlier today I posted my last video before my 30-60 day break. I have a lot I’m working on. I’m getting too busy for YouTube. So when I do post it will be seldom.

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