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The Psychos Are At It Again

Let’s be clear….most of the people are using YouTube or social media as a shield to protect them. It’s no way in hell the stuff people post online will be acceptable in real life. I’ve realized a long time ago that when I’m dealing with the violent and ignorant an opinion will be classified as shots fired. They are too stupid to comprehend constructive criticism.

I expressed my opinion about a debate I saw online between Brother Polight and Minister Jap about Black Women being God in a very respectful honest way. See “Is The Black Woman God” https://misssonceraevideos.wordpress.com/2019/03/04/is-the-black-woman-god/

How is it everyone can express their opinion but when I do it’s a big deal?

Apparently what I said struck a nerve and must’ve been accurate cause I received this email from Minister Jap. He was all hard up over me upon initially interacting with me online a few years ago… all star struck and shit. Called me crying pouring his heart out to me. He still has feelings for me or he’d simply stop making videos about me and contacting me. Jap wanted to fuck so bad and is frustrated that he didn’t get a chance to. You notice that men always say “fuck you then hoe” when they get rejected? That’s him. He went so far as to finesse my son’s father and get his illiterate GED needing ass to believe every single lie he could tell about me. My son’s father is so dumb he’ll believe in magic if you sprinkled glitter on his pancakes.

My nigga Jap stop trying to guess where I live because it is not in a hotel. It’s none of your fuckin business. I don’t care where you live Jap so stop worrying about me. Just because my son’s father left me in a hotel while I was 5 months pregnant and sick per your suggestion doesnt mean now a year later you can keep running that hotel shit into the ground. I don’t live in a hotel. I repeat I DO NOT LIVE IN A HOTEL. I take care of my son alone.

#1 No one is taking shots at Minister Jap. He’s a fool. I can express an opinion about a fool just like he has no problem expressing his hatred towards his whore of a mother oh I’m sorry I mean single mothers. I speak my mind on my own platform not on a platform you assign to me. He has no control over that. I speak when I want to and where I want to. He can’t control me that’s why he hates me so much.

#2 What part of don’t contact me again does this stalker not get. Leave that dumb shit on YouTube. It’s an opinion over a YouTube debate not an invitation to argue over dumb shit. Or to reach out to me off YouTube. All of Jap’s email addresses are blocked. Stop creating new ones to harass me. Jap, You wanna come see me? Oh I remember if you do that you’ll be arrested in the county I live in because you have been stalking and harassing me online for over 2 years.

#3 Why the fuck is he inviting me to livestreams with a bitch I want nothing to do with? If I wanted to join the hangout that was designed to be hateful towards me I would’ve. The shit was called “Soncerae’s Mother Teaches Her How To Be A Cumbucket” I gave the bitch Lavonya Edwards enough views by simply being in her chat. Again the fact that this chick is a pornhoe keeps slipping a niggas mind. Minister Jap is only cool with LaVonya because she has some fake unnecessary beef with me that she created out of nowhere. He’d be calling her a hoe just like he does every other bitch who has behaved as triflin as she has.

I said what I said….the end. It’s not up for debate. LaVonya Edwards aka Bomb Cherry continuing to disrespect me my mother and my family after 2 years of causing drama shits getting old and tired. If she wanna come see me she can and we can handle it in real life. I’m done with this dumb YouTube shit. You bold enough to disrespect me online be bold enough to come see me and say it when I’m standing directly in front of you so I can shove my foot down your throat. LaVonya Edwards is an old bitter ass lady who doesnt have anywhere else to find happiness. Yes I have no problem beating her ass she asked for it. Out of all of the lies she tells about me now she can honestly tell people I promised to kick her ass.

#4 I scheduled a positive livestream with a relative of Priest’s that would have been based around forgiveness and moving forward in regards to my issues with SaDonya. It was supposed to happen around the same time SaDonya hopped on Bomb Cherrys livestream to be messy. So I cancelled it. What grown woman calls herself Bomb Cherry? A porn hoe…..yeah that’s it a porn hoe.

My latest video I said I should forgive SaDonya. Somehow this bitch thought it was smart to join this same raggedy livestream that Minister Jap is inviting me to. The fact that SaDonya keeps associating herself with this trash is exactly why Priest will never meet our son and definitely won’t with him still having anything to do with her. I have to protect my son from that dumbbell. She’s not so bright I see. The bitch is messy or she’d be avoiding that crowd altogether. I can’t take a bitch who has a mugshot serious. That bitch got more aliases and fraudulent activity in her background check than I care to share.

#5 Minister Jap and anyone believing that its ok to disrespect me will be handled accordingly IN REAL LIFE. What ignorant people do online daily because they have too much time on their hands is not something I can continue to entertain. I’m doing something better with my channel.

#6 I’m over the fake beefs that are being created for likes and views. People keep using my name to get attention.

#7 In real life all three of these people will get the shit beat out of them if they come near me. I’m tired of being kind and the bigger person. I’m tired of praying for people and wishing them well. They’ve spread all kinds of rumors and lies. So the best way to defend myself from this point on is to start knocking teeth out. No need in suing broke people. These people are so ignorant all they know is low energy behavior. So talk shit online crossing the line. Between Karma and I let’s see who gets in that ass first.

#8 These people have no power in real life. Misusing the internet is going to get you in a place you don’t want to be with me. I’ve contacted authorities in regards to Minister Jap and Bomb Cherry so I have every right to defend myself after their years of harassment.

#9 These people are going nowhere in life. They will continue to run circles around YouTube. I’m moving on.

#10 None of these people are makin money off YouTube. They are only there to get views and relieve boredom. My channel is a business and source of income. I have better shit to be concerned about than lame livestreams filled with losers who’s IQs are below sea level.

My Mother Taught Me How To Be A Mistress? | What Did You Learn About Relationships?”

After hearing my story some people came in my comment section and blamed my mother for why I ended up dating a man who was separated. In this video my mother talks about how she grew up and what her relationships were like.

After posting this video a hateful troll by the name of LaVonya Edwards posted a very hurtful video being disrespectful to me and my mom. To add insult to injury my son’s father’s bitter wife SaDonya decided to join the panel.

In the video I spoke about how I should forgive her. Me and one of Priest’s relatives scheduled a positive livestream for tonight to make peace between Priest, SaDonya and I. One where I’d apologize and start forgiving them both. I decided to cancel it after seeing Sadonya participate in something so hateful. Everytime I think I can forgive them they both do something utterly ridiculous making me rethink my stance. Why would she even participate in such a hateful video….now people will be able to understand why I do not like her. It’s because she is part of the problem and her behavior is not solution based.

What Sleeping With Married Men Taught Me About Infidelity

As I watched Jordyn Woods speak openly with Jada Pinkett about accusations in regards to her sleeping around with Tristan Thompson I was overwhelmed with compassion, empathy and understanding. She’s a lot more innocent than social media has perceived her as of lately. For a little over a week now the storyline behind Jordyn Woods was that she broke up a happy home that belonged to Khloe Kardashian who is the sister of Jordyn’s bestfriend Kylie Jenner.

Initially Khloe Kardashian’s response to her daughter’s father Tristan Thompson cheating on her with Jordyn (which is ultimately false) was the reason behind her finally deciding to break off her relationship with him. The media (that includes social media) sure does know how to spin shit in their favor. Whatever narrative they want to push they will no matter how false and inaccurate it is. I’ve saw so many false versions of this story it is ridiculous. Even after Tristan cheated on Khloe on a few other occasions one of which was during her pregnancy, Khloe helped the media try to destroy Jordyn’s reputation over a handful of mistakes. They crucified this woman. She did not deserve this. Khloe should have broke up with Tristan long before this story. She shouldn’t have been with him to begin with. Being as though when she met Tristan he was dating JordyC who was then pregnant with his first child. His child with Khloe is his second.

What impressed me during Jordyn’s interview with Jada Pinkett on her show Red Table Talk, that aired on FacebookTV, was how Jordyn took accountability for making poor choices. One by attending Tristan’s after party to begin with. It led me to look at my own situation that I’ve spoken about a few times on my YouTube Channel. Taking accountability for a poor choice is the secondary reason for why I share 20% of my life on YouTube. The main reason I do so is because I want to help others make better choices. Jordyn speaking the absolute truth during this interview is the beginning process to her own personal healing as well as Khloe’s. Khloé Kardashian has had a change of heart after previously slamming Jordyn Woods and claiming the model was responsible for breaking up her family with Tristan Thompson.

Society has the proclivity to blame women when men behave in ways that are cruel and insensitive. As if men somehow become half witted when sexuality comes in to play. The truth is that men know exactly what they are doing. They are not confused at all. But as women we need to take accountability in regards to our own choices. If we behave as men or even close to how they do we are demonized. I was sure to send that to Khloe Kardashian myself on Instagram. I needed her to understand that Tristan Thompson had been cheating the entire time and that she was taking her frustrations out on Jordyn instead of him. When the truth is the entire situation is the fault of Khloe’s herself for continuing to make poor choices in men. Tristan showed Khloe Kardashian who he was the moment he chose to date her while he was in a relationship with another woman while she was pregnant. Then he confirmed it when he was caught cheating two other times with video footage to prove it.

It was easy to say this to Khloe Kardashian because I myself had made poor choices in men. We have all made mistakes. Even Khloe herself has been the woman who stole someone else’s man. Even I have been a mistress in my youth. Let me just say that I do NOT believe that mistresses are homewreckers. I believe that insecure husbands wreck their own homes. Not to praise the side chick, but side chicks are usually SINGLE. They have NO ONE to answer to. Being honest about participating in affairs was easy. The initial response I received from others was of non judgment. Most people realize that mistakes can be made. We are human. Taking the holier than thou route is unusual for some. We remain in a place of acceptance and love. Then there are folk who refuse to look in the mirror at their own flaws and shortcomings and project an elevated level of judgement upon someone else. By expressing their disapproval of someone else’s behavior in a way that is so insensitive vile and disturbing. As if that prognosis is fitting to someone as hypocritical as they are.

I look at the stories of others who have talked about their own lives publicly and a lot of women refuse to be honest about their situations with men. My email inbox lit up with stories from women who were in extramarital affairs, when people found out my son’s father, Priest, was separated. Which was something he revealed to the public after telling me to not discuss it publicly. Most of the women who emailed me were genuinely confused. Some were so nice and understanding and really had hopes that their lover would leave his wife. I’ve never been that type of women, full of hope. Nowadays husband’s are leaving their wives for other women without hesitation. So it’s no longer outlandish to believe a man will never leave his wife. Especially if his behavior is as inappropriate as participating in an affair. Even when I was playing side chick to a man named Chris, he knew where I stood and I was happy in my position. I was heartbroken over my ex, Lloyd. I wanted nothing from Chris outside of what we were doing and I never pressured him for more. I was in no position to be in a committed relationship and all I needed was a transitional man to help me move past my broken engagement to Lloyd.

In 2010, I realized while seeing Chris during his engagement, that he was with me during that time because he wanted to. He wanted to lie to his wife. It had nothing to do with me. She was always out of town and according to him he had every reason not to trust her. It wasn’t even my business. I tried to stay out of it. Their issues were plaguing their relationship long before he met me and were even worse after they were married. In some ways I think Chris was using me as an escape from a marriage he never wanted to be in. Our temporary arrangement served it’s purpose and he and I both were in stages in our lives where we both needed what we were giving each other. We were both heartbroken.

In 2017, when I met my son’s father Priest I wasn’t even expecting him to be who he is to me now. I knew he’d be in my life forever. I usually continue to stay friends with men I’ve dated previously. Now in 2019 my son’s father and I do NOT talk and I will never be his friend. It wasn’t because of his broken promise of promoting me from mistress to wife. I was never his mistress. I was always his wife. I’m still his wife. Marriage to me is a promise I make to myself, my husband and God. It’s hard to break that promise and it took a long time for that soultie to break. I still struggle with it everyday. Even though we’ve been broken up since I was 5 months pregnant. My son is 9 months as I write this entry. Priest has never met our son and he most likely never will. I’m dating but I am still loyal to him. It will take time for me to fully feel comfortable with another man. What’s painful to me is that Priest perpetuated a stereotype for self gratification. Just so people wouldn’t hold him accountable for abandoning me during my pregnancy. He made it seem to the public that I was his bitter mistress. A woman who was trying to break up the home of a happy devoted husband. A husband with an amazing wife that he treated like a Queen. When the truth is he was a broken man who had been separated from his wife for years. Their marriage was terrible and riddled with dishonesty, betrayal, physical altercations and infidelity. Her and I interacted with each other and she confirmed their separation and approved of our spiritual bond. Priest & I were building a family, business and a happy life together. In no way at any time did I have to try to convince him to do so. Their marriage was over. She was in love with another man and he was with me. He and I went to his family functions together. We prayed, we meditated, we planned, we shared, we started a business, we lived together, we laughed together, we worked out together, we cried together. Our relationship was REAL. But only REAL to ME….it was a game to him. Without him realizing the consequences.

When I think back at all of the things I put up with it angers me that he treated someone as bad as he treated me. He was judgemental as if he had room to do so. I was someone who accepted him for him. When he told me he didn’t have his GED, I didn’t judge him. When he told me that he lied about Sadonya and their failed marriage I tried to understand him wanting to keep their friendship. When he told me he went to the Dominican Republic the year before and had experienced problems with his penis after he had indulged in prostitution, I had patience. When I found out he barely made a decent living, didn’t own his car or home, had weird phobias and grooming rituals I didn’t pass judgment. Most women would have left him behind his erectile dysfunction and premature ejaculation alone. I foolishly stayed. Through his personal issues in regards to oral hygiene and Gurd I held on all the way in love. Accepting all of him. He loved Tarot Readings and conspiracy theories, I smiled at his awkwardness. He also had a weird sexual fascination with midgets. I admit that knowing he had been with prostitutes it scared me. I was worried about my own health. I encouraged us to use condoms and get testing. Later on I had to tell him that the cold sores he’d get on his mouth was because of Herpes, he had no idea. I got REALLY scared. Instead I still held on and tried to clean up his act.

I think what was big of me was me accepting Sadonya. They had been together for 14 long years. She is 10 years his senior and he was her second husband. She had children from her previous marriage. I initially didn’t want her around at all. With time I simply respected that they had built a friendship and that she’d be around. I didn’t think she would cause problems, she seemed kind. But her true colors showed themselves with time just like his. They begin to vilify me as if I was the problem behind why their marriage was such a disgrace. He was so upset that I told the public the truth about our break up, claiming I told too much of my business. Yet, he had been telling Sadonya our personal business our entire relationship. He led me to believe they stopped communicating briefly during our relationship when the truth is they never did. It was her who ended up revealing that to me after my son was born.

As if I came to them and convinced them to both step outside of their marriage and fall in love with other people. They both played with my life like I didn’t matter at all. Had Sadonya kept her distance from our situation then it would have been easy for me not to blame her for the demise of my relationship and friendship with Priest. Had she not lied for him and acted as if he didn’t abandon me in a hotel pregnant. When in reality I was calling her looking for him after he blocked my number and everytime she’d find him. Had she stayed away from what we were trying to build he wouldn’t have been so confused when it came time for him to be a father to our son. He was initially leading me to believe that he was happy he was becoming a father. Them two never had any children together. I believe as a man it was Priest’s job to protect both her and I. As our friend. If he still had feelings for her he should have stayed away from me. If he had feelings for me he should’ve stayed away from her. Instead he hurt us both. I was livid with her. Even to this day I can’t stand her. Not because he claimed to still love her and it was our reason for breaking up. But because she encouraged him and then lied publicly about our experience. She defended him publicly but secretly came to me singing another tune. Now they are still NOT together but led the public to believe they were. They didn’t just lie to me they had been lying to their own families for years about the nature of their relationship. Their entire marriage was a sham. They led people to believe it was perfect. Instead of simply leaving the marriage and bettering themselves for a better partner. They simply put up with each other just so they could both live the facade of a perfect marriage for their family and friends.

These two tried to tarnish my image. I am honest with everyone even when I speak of my flaws. I do not hide who I am and I don’t care what people think. They are in no position to judge me. I can understand a couple wanting to work out their relationship or marriage. That makes sense but don’t lead people on as if you love and care for them when you don’t. Everyone is doing the best that they can with what they know so I am trying to understand that and forgive. But for 2 people to hurt me the way they did without any remorse but point the finger at me like I’m the homewrecker is hard to forgive. Now people go around spreading the lies they told. My reputation is now dripping with disdain with talks of stealing someone’s husband and getting pregnant. I never lied about my situation with this couple. I never wanted to. Being ridiculed over this hurt initially. Especially during my pregnancy. Then I realized that most of the broken people going out of their way to try to hurt me have done worse things with their lives. I’m not the first woman to plan a future with someone headed for divorce and I won’t be the last.

Married men aren’t using women for sex when they cheat. Married men are using women to help them get through emotional pain connected to their broken marriage. Some marriages can be healed some can’t. Chris and Priest’s marriages didn’t make it. The problems of their marriages were so severe it couldn’t be fixed. Either way they both misused me and will not admit it. Even Chris participated in trying to ruin my reputation. Some married men even want their wives to find out about their affairs so they can have a reason to leave a broken marriage. Some married men are confused about what they want. Some don’t know themselves well enough to make a conscious decision.

Here’s what I’ve learned from Chris and Priest. If you are a mistress wondering where your situation with a married man is going to go don’t wonder any further. When you fulfill the extreme sexual fantasies of any man during a time in his life where he is at his lowest and using sex to fix it he will call you a hoe for doing so. Whether he leaves his wife or not do you really want a man who would consider hurting a woman in any way? He’ll find a way to hurt you. He’ll lie and cheat on you too. That’s why I never fully gave my heart to Chris. When a man is genuinely separated from a woman and you know he’ll be getting a divorce don’t be with him until he is completely out of his marriage. Even then it could. Be a risk. It takes time to completely heal from a marriage. Priest admitted that he was with me while he still had feelings for Sadonya he just wasn’t man enough to tell me he still wanted to be with her until after it was too late. Priest and Sadonya never got back together. He didn’t leave me for her or her for me. He just used their marriage as a tool to run from the responsibilities associated with being a good man and father. I required more from him than Sadonya. My standards and expectations are higher. I wouldn’t even bother with divorced men. Even if he doesn’t want that marriage he’ll still try to use it as a crutch when or if he wants to no longer be in a relationship with you or as an excuse to why he behaves in a way that is inappropriate.

Men are not held responsible for their mistakes and poor choices. The world can be weak and blame me for Chris and Priest’s mistreatment of me and the other women who loved them but I will now and forever hold them accountable. The women they loved hurt them so they in turn hurt me. I am the one person who did not judge or hurt either of them. The vicious cycle of hurt people hurting people will continue as long as people are not held accountable. We all need to find healthy ways to heal from heartbreak.

The Black Community An “Unkind” Race

Last night I did an interview on a channel called InnerBeautyTV with host Nicole Michelle. When she asked me to come on her channel I was hesitate intially because of my previous interactions with other content creators. A lot of us are not interested in collaborating because of drama that seems to be envitable during times of attempted unification or during expressions of opinion that may differ from the masses.

Halfway through the interview Nicole had to address a few viewers who were posting cruel comments in the live chat.

Our race is an unkind race. All most of us do is fight each other, judge each other and promote negativity. Then most get upset at other races of people when they display a level of disgust when dealing with Blacks. The African Americans who are kind, honest, intellectual, patient and loving are demonized, degraded, classified as weak and become the catalyst for extreme ostracism.

I don’t usually do free interviews. I rarely do interviews at all. I believed that Nicole had a cause. She primarily wants to provide Black Woman who are injured, misguided or misunderstood a sanctuary, a place of refuge. A place where Black Women are treated like human beings. A place where we can heal, improve, learn and inspire each other.

She assured me before the interview that she’d invite other panelists on with us if they showed me respect and handled sensitive topics with care. The first panelist was a person who was extremely judgmental. A person who’s gender as well as sexuality was questionable. I didn’t know if I was talking to a disrespectful homosexual male or a disrespectful masculine woman. Yes this person was rude and condescending. As if there was room for “it” to be holier than thou.

Nicole’s second surprise panelist was an aggressive male with suspect moral character that I had a negative Youtube history with. Valdez/The Angry Man has the proclivity to be disrespectful towards women of color and displays a level of ignorance only when in the presence of other immature Black Men on YouTube.

During my second trimester of pregnancy Valdez came into a livestream I was conducting and promised me in the chat that he’d refrain from speaking about my misfortune. Only for a few weeks later to go back on his word making me the butt of hateful cruel jokes while joining another male content creator’s livestream. One who has built his reputation on his disdain for Black Single Mothers and I’ve literally had to file charges against for harassment. Before Valdez participated in such vile activity I used my platform, making several videos encouraging people to subscribe to his new channel. His original channel was wrongfully terminated. I now regret showing him that level of support.

I drew the line there. INTERVIEW OVER! I will not entertain drama. I was only there to tell my story to help other women. I excused myself and ended the interview so I wouldn’t disrespect Nicole’s platform. I would never allow him in my presence. So for Nicole to think it was ok for he and I to share a platform together was absurd. A platform that was supposed to be a sanctuary for Black Women, she thought it was ok to bring a disrespectful insensitive Black Male on who has publicly disrespected me and other Black Women on countless occasions. I was disappointed.

Valdez is a man and a father. Instead of being so concerned about femininity, sticking his nose in women’s issues, he needs to start using his voice more responsibly. Teach these men how to be good fathers, boyfriends and husbands. Teach these men how not to piss on the toilet seat. Be lessed concerned about Soncerae and her woman and motherhood. If more men played their position, walking by example it would be more Alpha & Sigma males instead of all of these weak minded Betas poisoning our kingdom. Stay in your lane. Men of power should tackle men’s issues and let women of power educate, empower and inspire development in females. Men like Valdez are part of the problem not assisting with solution.

I am transparent and honest. For everything I say I’ve provided proof. I don’t fling accusations and I don’t gossip. I don’t profess to be innocent or perfect. However, I am a good person. I’ve made mistakes and admitted to them. Most people on YouTube who claim to have a big problem with me have never met me. THEY ARE ALL STRANGERS.

I am the Black Woman who is aiming to stop our community from praising Black Men for abandoning their families, misogyny, sexism, domestic violence, verbal, sexual and emotional abuse. If that’s not your plight I respect that. It’s my journey. What happened between Priest, Justice and I is not farfetched. It has happened in our community so many times. So much so that we as a community have normalized it and demonized any woman involved in this type of situation. Meanwhile the man involved doesn’t have to take accountability. As far as I’m concerned he and I went in this together so we are going to both take responsibility. He does not get a pass.

You all may not hold Priest responsible for misleading me, manipulating me and abandoning his son but I do. I encourage all women to do so. Priest being separated doesn’t mean it was ok to abandon Justice. Their are plenty of responsible Baby Daddys, ex husbands and ex boyfriends. I wish people stop glorifying him treating me and/or his son poorly. I didn’t allow that with my daughter’s father or any other man I was connected to romantically so I’m not doing it with Priest either. You can piss and moan until the cows come home I’ll still hold him accountable for what he’s done. Whether I missed red flags or not I didn’t deserve to be treated that way. Had he been a good person this wouldn’t have happened. If he was a devoted husband he would have never put himself in a position to be with me to begin with. And his “wife” is no saint either. She misled me as well. But people don’t hold them responsible. They blame me. Instead of looking at this married couple wondering why they both stepped out of their marriage and were both taking other people serious. People want to make me the big bad wolf for giving a man in transition assistance with his life.

Any men watching my story unfold please encourage other men to stop behaving how Priest has instead of chastising women for choosing men who were PRETENDING to be in love unbeknownst to the woman involved. We all have been played. Allow women to assist women. Worry about your own gender and help improve them.

Most of you are watching me for entertainment purposes only so I barely take your opinions serious. But for the women out there who appreciate my story. I go through this publicly for YOU. Everything will be ok honey. I promise you that I will continue to fight for us. We are kind, intelligent and strong. We are loving, resilient and confident. We will push past every trial, every hardship and even misjudgment, rudeness, ignorance and the lack of compassion our own race has for us. Overcoming it is a process. Watch me make it and be inspired. ❤

Soncerae + Priest = Justice | Paternity Test Results

I used to cry so hard. I never felt a pain so excruciating. To be humiliated in front of everyone, it broke me. My family, my friends, my coworkers, my audience, EVERYONE. I thought I had finally found someone that truly loved and respected me and I made sure I gave him that love and respect in return. I spoke about him in my videos. I did radio and tv interviews about my relationship with him. We were featured in magazines and on popular Instagram accounts that promoted Black Love. We had pictures and video that proved our love for one another. I was building my life around a man that I was sure would be a great husband, father and friend. I thought we’d definitely grow into being best friends with time. Our relationship was new but the guarantee of longevity was not out of reach. Something in me told me he’d be around me forever. I wanted to spend the rest of my time on this earth being happy, healthy and free. I expressed that to him so many times. I asked over and over was he ready to love me, build a family and a solid future and he reassured me so many times over and over and over.

We spiritually connected with each other, Priest and I. I had so much fun with him. I laughed. I was comfortable. I was free. It’s hard to feel free in a relationship. I told him if he ever felt like he wasn’t free in our relationship then I’d let him go. It broke my soul in half when someone told me that he had publicly said that he never loved me. Someone who said I love you to me every morning didn’t love me. I loved him and he never loved me. We seemed so happy and I never saw that coming.

I never imagined that one day he’d tell me he didn’t love me, he didn’t want our baby and that he’d want to get back with Sonya.

I think accepting that he didn’t want a relationship with me anymore was not hard. It just wasn’t fair. How he handled me was unfortunate. How could my friend treat me so unfair? He waited until I was 4 months pregnant to tell me he was never over his ex. After I asked him over and over and over about her and reassured me so many times. So did she. Yes, even she said their relationship was over. Apparently they were both ready to get out of their bitter marriage. They lied to me. They led me to believe they didn’t love each other. That’s what hurts. I WAS NEVER THIS MAN’S MISTRESS! I WAS NEVER HIS SIDE CHICK!

If they wanted to be together all they had to do was tell me. Instead it was a secret among many secrets. I was manipulated by them both.

I could front for the public or lie to people about my life but I’ve chose not to do that for a number of reasons. Reasons I’ve explained on my YouTube channel a few times. I would always share silly stories about my experiences with men. When I started dating Priest it was no different. He wasn’t the first guy I dated that I brought on my channel. He was the first one that I was in a full blown committed relationship with. When Sonya contacted me saying I was making videos about her and Priest. I was confused. She was speaking as if he was with HER and NOT me. He was my man and I was going through a break up with him. She was the least of my concerns. I was trying to figure out what in the hell was wrong with him. He was suddenly breaking up with me to go back to her. The days before that he seemed confused and out of it. Like he was mentally impaired. No one knew her name or who she was, Sonya. They only knew of he and I. It was only a matter of time before she claimed that she wanted to clear her name. She then came on to YouTube doing hurtful interviews lying about our entire situation. Making the two of them out to be this perfect couple that I tried to destroy. Meanwhile privately making it seem like she had nothing to do with the drama on social media when in actuality she was the catalyst for. No one would have known who she was at all. No one initially cared. They were more concerned about why Priest left me to die during a high risk pregnant in a cheap hotel room. Which is something she also denied having knowledge of publicly. I literally had to post our private texts messages proving that she did know that he abandoned me in a hotel alone. In our text messages she was pretending like she had no idea where he was. It wasn’t until month later that I found out that the entire time I was looking for him he was laid up somewhere with her.

After all of that love Priest pretended to have I shouldn’t have been surprised when he wasn’t there for Justice’s birth. He wasn’t around for his virtual baby shower. He had literally stopped answering the phone and texts when he left. He blocked my number and he blocked me on social media. He was publicly calling me a hoe, saying I was a side chick he never cared about and that our son wasn’t his. He made me out to be this woman who tried to get him to leave his wife. When really they both led me to believe their marriage was over before I even came around. She knew who I was before I even knew she existed.

He didn’t want to admit that he played with my life. They both did. He didn’t want to take accountability for his mistakes. He just wanted me to disappear. He wished I wasn’t pregnant. He wished Justice wasn’t real.

I can’t understand how a man can go from being happy we were having a baby, rubbing my stomach and even naming our son to then suddenly claiming that he didn’t love me and that he and Sonya had a bond that couldn’t be broken.

A bond? A bond that’s thicker than blood? I question this bond. He had already left her hanging before. Both of then had already stepped out of their marriage. Sometimes people get the short end of the stick, so him leaving me seemed like a part of life. I can understand him wanting to fix his marriage with her or if he wanted to move on from her and be with me. Both make sense. Both can happen. But to turn his back on Justice for a woman? I will never be able to understand why any man would want that. He and Sonya don’t have children together. They have a 14 year marriage filled with dysfunction, distrust, cheating, physical and verbal abuse as well as poverty and a number of other issues I don’t care to share. The fact that he’d choose to live a mundane life with a woman 10 years his senior, who has a mugshot, over a healthy stable relationship with me is disturbing in itself.

In his interview on YouTube he tried to make up any reason he could find to explain why he didn’t want to be with me and why our baby wasn’t his. He accused me of cheating. He accused me of lying. None of which were true. I never cheated on him. I never lied to him. NOT EVER. They both lied to me. He admitted in the video he lied me. He admitted that he’d lie to me just to see how I would respond or to get me to do what he wanted me to do. She admitted that she told me that their marriage was over. That is so sad. It makes me so sad. He wanted to have control over me and when he couldn’t he tried to control how other people perceived me. Like I was just some homewrecker who tried to break up a marriage. Like I was the woman who wanted a man to leave his wife for me. Like I wasn’t told divorce papers were signed. Like I wasn’t promised that I had nothing to worry about. Not just by him and her but his family. THE MARRIAGE WAS OVER!!! All of the apologies and the times he has cried in front of me was all him pretending to care about someone other than himself.

Now the test results are in and just like before all I’ve wanted was for Priest to be a father. That’s it. I don’t care about the child support check. He’s going to be a Father to Justice one way or another. Either he’s going to be their physically and financially. Or he can just be their financially. But he will take responsibility.

He broke my heart. I still feel pain in my heart every time I think about him. My eyes even water. Neither of them cared about how their actions would make me feel. He made me give up even talking to anyone he thought I used to date or even shared any type of romantic tie to. I gave those people up so easily. To me, he was my husband. I would’ve gave up anything for him. All I asked him to do was to make sure he got his divorce and I’d stick around. I started losing money because of him. I lost clients because of him. I lost long term friendships because of him. I felt like he was worth it. His love, his adoration, his presence. Meanwhile he thought I was trash but had never treated me that way until after I was pregnant. I never seen a man change so quickly. He became disrespectful, verbally abusive, hard to talk to. Still to this day communicating with him over the phone can barely take place without him calling me out my name or saying something so cruel and ugly I have no choice but to insult him back. I feel like I’m talking to a child. So it’s now to a point where I don’t want to talk to him or see him at all.

Our son was only a few weeks old when Sonya called my mother’s phone and ended up speaking to me. She tried to convince me that I was a good manifestor. Knowing I believe in metaphysics and the Law of Attraction she told me that I was powerful. She said that I wanted a son and I got one. Not knowing it was Priest who wanted a son. When I was pregnant it was him who told me that he only makes boys. I didn’t care the gender. I was just surprised I was pregnant. She told me he was my soulmate not hers and that I manifested my marriage to him. I wanted to manifest my foot up her ass and snatch the weave off her head when she also told me that they live together and that I shouldn’t take that personal because it’s their arrangement out of convenience. Their entire marriage has been out of convenience. I’m surprised she hasn’t picked up on that. The shits definitely not about love or some deep bond he claims to have with her. Priest wants someone to take care of him. He wants someone who will help him financially. He used her as much as he’s used me. He can’t take care of himself. He barely wants to drive a car everyday. He is looking for a momma. Not a wife, not a girlfriend, not a son. He only told me what he thought I needed to hear so I could share my money with him. So when he realized I had lost sources of income and wasn’t making the money I used to his dreams of using me went down the drain. Now I was trash. I couldn’t pay 50% anymore. I was sick. I was pregnant. Not worth energy anymore. He couldn’t stand my little 15%. It wasn’t enough to him. He thought Sonya was doing better than me so he ran back to her.

That uneducated manchild is looking for a come up.

I work hard. Two jobs. Two businesses. I don’t live paycheck to paycheck like I used to. I’m not on government assistance. I was on WIC for 6 months after Justice was born per suggestion of my YouTube subscribers and my doctors. I don’t need Priest’s child support check. I don’t want anything from him. When I needed him to be there for Justice and I he turned his back on us. It took me a long time to finally get to this point I’m at now financially, emotionally, spiritually and mentally. People have continued to give Justice and I donations and gifts. It helps with our stability and I definitely appreciate the help. I still have Justice’s college fund and any of the money I receive from Priest will be put into that fund. All I wanted was to be loved, held and respected and for my son to be loved. Priest promised me forever. Not just with his words but with his actions. And when those actions were no longer being displayed I was falling apart on the inside. Nothing breaks like a heart. Nothing. However, I never did anything to purposely hurt him or get back at him. I saw no point in revenge or retaliation. He accuses me of doing things to purposely hurt him all of the time. Like I’d try to ruin his life. THE WORLD DOES NOT REVOLVE AROUND HIM. He knows he tried to ruin my life so he’s waiting for me to make his life hell. I’m not.

I told my story publicly because it’s my responsibility. I am a leader. Plenty of women watch me and need to be inspired. Women need to know they are not alone. I have people who look to me for guidance. I am proof that when we are at our lowest we can improve. We can overcome it. We can love again. We can experience happiness again.

I’m not the mistress who had an affair with a married man and had a baby. I was with a man who was in the process of getting divorced and he and his wife promised me that their marriage was over. He and I planned an amazing future together. I knew he was separated and I took a chance on him and her. Hoping he was a stand up guy and that she was an honest woman. But he wasn’t, and she lied to me.

There are no words to describe what was taken from me. The joy that was ripped from me when I should have been celebrating new life. The depression, the counseling, the hate mail, the emotional eating, the break downs, the names people were calling me, I had to overcome. And I did. I hope I never see
Priest again. I’m never getting married. I’m not having anymore kids. I’m celibate and I don’t want a relationship. He took the side of my enemies, made strangers who were against me his allies. How can I trust another man with my life again?…..I just can’t.

During my last conversation on the phone with Priest he said to me that he was doing what he was doing to me because he’s my friend. He mocked me asking him about our friendship. He maliciously said, “That’s what you get for fucking with somebody’s husband.” Like he literally has disassociated himself from the entire situation as if it’s make believe. Like he had nothing to do with it. He really believes his own lie, that I came into his life trying to convince him to leave his wife. When they both came to me supposedly separated and never getting back together. Now he wants to play the devoted husband role just to have a place to stay. Instead of manning up, getting a better paying job and taking care of himself.

Two good things came out of my relationship with Priest. Justice and my clothing line “Yahaura”. Which I created for Priest so he could have another source of income. I’m getting my happiness and I am at peace and no one will take that away from me. Not Priest. Not Sonya. And definitely not haters on social media.

*In the above image that includes a copy of the paternity test results Justice and Priest’s legal names including any other private information have been purposely blocked out from public view. Priest’s test was taken in Decatur, GA. Justice’s was taken in Fremont, CA. Labcorp’s headquarters is in North Carolina. The results were sent from there and that’s why the notary is in the state of North Carolina. Sonya Washington is NOT Priest’s wife’s legal name.

What The F–k Is Wrong With Black Men?

Earlier I did a livestream saying that behind the scenes this street nigga from Chicago Minister Jap keeps poking me so I can spaz on his ass online. Just so he can have a reason to discuss me on his channel. Two days ago He had some weirdo contact me on IG in his behalf. After he himself contacted me on IG and got blocked. This RANDOM MAN posted pictures of me all over his IG attached with insults. Even had pictures of Priest & I up. I’m like…. what in the bitch nigga is going on here??? What grown ass man with money power or respect who is ALL ALPHA and has a family of his own or something to lose would contact a random woman on social media that he doesn’t know simply because a person he watches on Youtube that he also doesn’t know told him to? Then on top of that Minister Jap doesn’t know me. Why would either of them bother hitting me up to say anything? Minister Jap is a problem and he has been harassing me for years now and inciting others to do so. I’m tired of this nigga. Get a job. Get a life. Stop worrying about ME. I MOVED ON. LET ME LIVE MY LIFE.

Black men please stop being so anxious to do ignorant shit. Please stop thinking it’s ok to harass women you don’t know on and offline. That’s not a sign of stability. What woman with some sense would want to be with you after that? Start dealing with your personal frustrations better than this.

Soncerae Plays The Victim?

FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO HAVE ENOUGH SENSE TO READ! CONGRATULATIONS YOU ARE THE REAL MVP!

😒 It’s always something ignorant being posted in my comment section by a #Raebie aka a foaming at the mouth low energy #superfan who’s hiding behind a troll account.

Let’s be clear so the underdeveloped minds can keep up with the rest of the class.

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#1. Priest is a liar. He was always one from the beginning. I didn’t know he was that bad of a person. It took me 6 months to figure it out. I didn’t want to believe someone I loved so much was like that.

He was dating plenty of other women before he met me that he was lying to. He didn’t tell them he was married and living with his wife. These women felt comfortable with having casual sex with him without asking for some type of commitment. I required a commitment from Priest for us to move forward with each other without knowing that he was in a marriage with a woman he was living with and wasn’t separated from.

👰🚫 Sonya, this whole wife everyone keeps sympathizing with is also a liar. She was a side chick to an entirely different man when Priest and I started dating. She also has a criminal record and lied to me too. Her and Priest do not have any children together. She has 3 young adult children. Two from a previous marriage and one that has a deadbeat dad as a father. I have an 18 year old who has an amazing father. He is also an amazing friend to me. Sonya is also significantly older than Priest. He and I are the same age. We were born 5 days apart. So stop trying to compare Sonya and I to each other. Last time we spoke she was trying to convince me that Priest & I should get back together. Both of them need counseling. Devoted wives and husbands in healthy marriages don’t cheat on each other nor do they step outside of their marriage looking for something. I gave them both a chance to do the right things and they both fucked me over. They never even wore wedding rings nor did they have a traditional wedding. Priest was forced into marriage because of their Hebrew Israelite extreme religion. Which is no longer a religion he follows for obvious reasons. ✝️

🍼🍼#2. Justice was planned. He came much sooner than we thought. Priest & I had a plan. There is a video on my channel that people keep overlooking of he and I talking about getting married and having children together. Having my son is not cause for taking a L nor is me no longer being with a man who doesn’t want to be with me cause for one either. I tried having a baby for 10 + yrs and could not go full term. Priest proved to be beneath my standards. Who would want to be with someone that doesn’t want to be with them? NO ONE. I’m glad he’s gone. The world does not revolve around him no matter how much he wants it to.

#3. ⛑️ Fellas if you don’t want children strap up! Don’t sell a woman a dream of marriage and kids using your words AND behaviors then when shit get real you dip out like a coward. Then blame the woman and pretend like you got trapped. You didn’t get trapped you just a moron. Stop blaming women for men leaving them to take care of children alone! MEN CREATE SINGLE MOTHERS (CLICK HERE SO A GROWN MAN CAN TELL YOU THAT) >>>> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0TDR7WvXeRQ&t=11s or SUBSCRIBE TO @BlackMaleAdviceTV so you can get a clue about what a real man is please. Stop trying to make women own the poor choices men make. His maleficent behavior even if it was inadvertent is NOT my responsibility. I was honest loving and happy in my relationship. I believed his promises. I also believed Sonya’s lies. I’ve filed for child support. That’s all I can do. I did my best.

💑💌 Lastly, I gave relationship advice and was on a positive tip on my channel 5+ years before Priest came and I’ll continue to give it now that that coward is gone. I’m not about to let some man and his poor decisions stop me from helping other people or being the beautiful woman I have always been. I was a good friend, good lover and soon to be wife to him. I’m an amazing person. I prove that with my actions everyday it’s not just some thing I say for entertainment.

You miserable people come here with your nonsense to try to get my attention and for the most part I ignore you. Pray or meditate. 🛐 Find your peace. Do NOT come back to a channel and it’s creator who posts content that you don’t like, don’t agree with or it doesn’t apply to you. Being a glutton for punishment is insane. What most people like you need to do is seek a mental health professional. If your medication was working or your straight jacket was tied on tight enough you wouldn’t be able to post dysfunctional comments like this one in my comment section. It is not healthy for the people who claim they hate me continue to post stuff like this in my comment section. You fuckin coconut, Why do you continue to come back here? You know tooooooo much about my life! That is not healthy.

❤️ To all of the people who post stuff like this and worse….You LOVE ME that’s why you come back here over and over and over. Find healthier way to show your adoration for another human being. You will continue to be irrelevant in my world. If I bring you up, enjoy your 15 mins of my attention because it’s all you are getting. All I care about is positive people, my #trueyoubies #sonceraefans my family my friends my career and creating an environment without negativity gossip and drama. All of the negative things that I allowed other people to bring to this channel for tooo many years are now DEAD and GONE.. I’m done with it. No #Raebies allowed! Get your life and stop being so focused on mine. Then maybe you won’t have time to post stuff like this. Don’t misunderstand I’m not hurt. I’m not mad. I simply feel sorry for you. Because you want to be annoying and you don’t know how to deal with your emotions and mental issues. Spread love instead. ☮️ #positivevibesonly #highenergypeopleonline #getintunewithyourspirit #positivepeople #joy #happines #peace #lovelifelivewell #havevision #stayfocused #namaste